Smalltown Boy

FRANCE

TW : eating disorders/SH

PARIS

Bill's phone!

16/07/2007
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Amari!

i'm sorry!

Please can we
talk this out??
don't give me silence!

June 19 2007.
The tour is now half done.

10:11

The band was sitting around a round table, only three was eating.

The raven haired boy placed his feet on his chair, he was looking at the floor, analyzing the little drawings of the carpet.

a little "Bill." made by his brother interrupted his thoughts.

"Mhm."

"Eat." Tom was always watching over his little brother, after all, he was the big brother. It was his role to check on the little one.

"I'm not really hungry." Bill answered as he held his knees closer to him.

Tom sighed, grabbing his fork a bit harder as he looked at his little brother.

After a while, Georg and Tom were laughing about the silliest things they had in their mind, Gustav was on his phone, texting a random girl he met through the tour.

Bill held his phone in his hand, kind of hoping a notification from a specific person would ring.

David approached the table followed by the whole staff with all the suitcases of the band.
"Have you seen Amari? he needs to be downstairs before eleven am or we leave without-"

"He quitted his job." Bill answered, taking his fork immediately to eat a bit of egg, he knew David would get mad if he was perfoming with nothing in his stomach.

"What!? why? when? i didn't even see him leave!"

"Last night, very early."

David became psychotic, he walked back and forth, wondering who he could hire in less than ten hours to do the makeup and hair of Bill Kaulitz. All the staff was talking, trying to find a solution to the big problem.

Bill felt sick, he only took a bite of his egg, and it felt like it was stuck in his throat, and the situation wasn't helping him either.

"Well he just got spotted." Gustav calmly affirmed, making everyone stop moving.
He turned his phone in the direction of Bill and David, showing in his little screen a picture of Amari with a group of people, probably his friends, they were walking down La seine.

Bill felt his throat tightening when he saw this blonde girl next to Amari on the picture. Even if it was blurry, Bill could bet it was Amari's ex, he was even more mad because Amari told him not to worry about her.

"I'm sorry i'll go back in my room to rest until we're leaving, call me when we leave." The singer calmly got up, hiding the fact he felt more sick than he ever felt.
"Find a solution, but i don't want to hear about Amari no more."