Smalltown Boy

VARSAW

0:15 AM

"What is Heroin?"
Bill answered, he was half lucid and half asleep, once again.
His brain was too fucked because of the dose of Xanax and alcohol.

"Something you put in your veins, it makes you feel like..floating? All the stress seems to disappear when i use this."
Amari answered staring at the ceiling on Bill's bed.
Bill was laying on his stomach next to him, moving his legs up and down with the bit of lucidity he had left.

"Why not.. it would maybe make me feel better."
Bill said, almost falling asleep on his pillow.

Bill only had three Xanax, and two glasses of whiskey in his blood, it was enough for him to be so high.

For Amari, it was six, and a lot of wine.
He totally forgot he couldn't talk about his secret to anyone, but luckily Bill wasn't lucid enough to understand that this new drug wasn't a good idea.

They took two minutes just to get out of bed,
Bill fell right after getting up, hitting his head against the hotel's carpet, making both of them laugh.

It was like they were both in heaven, no one to bothers them with real life.
It was just them and only them.

Amari helped him getting up, his room was only four rooms away, but it took them five minutes to reach the door, they were both falling on the walls, and laughing because of each others.
Bill was this high that he even forgot to put his shoes on. They felt so good.

Once they reached Amari's room, Bill fell on the bed.
He looked around, trying to see between the blur that the Xanax was making him see.
Everything around him seemed to move, and he was loving this feeling.

Amari closed the door, remembering the needle he prepared earlier this night.
He sat next to bill taking the needle carefully in his shaking hands.

"You're doing that yourself?"
Bill asked holding himself on his elbows on Amari's bed. He was scared to do it himself, he had a big fear of needles.

"Yeah, im used to do it alone."
Amari laughed, lifting his sleeve again,
he tried to stop shaking as he placed the needle on his arm, and he pushed, injecting himself this new drug Bill was slowly discovering about.

Once he was done injecting everything, he slowly pulled the needle out groaning, all of this under Bill's surprised eyes.
If he wasn't high, he would be horrified by what he saw, but here it wasn't bothering him so much.

"Can you inject it for me? i'm scared to miss."
Bill tiredly said, watching Amari clean the blood from his arm as he sat.

"Sure."
He smiled to Bill, grabbing his plastic bag, taking a new needle for the injection, doing the same thing he did a few hours ago.

"pull your sleeve up."
Amari ordered, keeping the syringue between his index and his middle fingers.

Bill slowly pulled his sleeve up, feeling himself getting nervous as he saw the needle slowly getting closer to him.
He moved his head on his left, forcing his eyes closed, waiting for the imminent pain.
He let out a small groan as he felt the needle inside,
he was honestly waiting for a harder pain, and Amari was already done.

"That's all?" he retorted slowly pulling his sleeve down again.

"Yeah, it's not that bad right?"

Bill looked down at his hands, he was seeing even more blurry than before, he also felt heat inside his body. He slowly took his hoodie off, laying his back on the bed.
Amari was just staring in front of him, already used to the feeling.

Bill was floating again, but this time he couldn't move, this time he wasn't feeling anything, just heat.
He felt Amari laying next to him, his vision slowly becoming darker.
He slowly moved his head to the right, with the bit of force he had.
He checked at Amari's curls, it was hard for him to even move his eyes.