Agnes lives within the headquarters of dauntless. She is a well respected member and she has earned her role there. Agnes began knowing Four when she was 14 and he was 16 (the age where he came to dauntless). Both Agnes and Tobias are both competiti...
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• Agnes Zane •
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"So is it the same this time?" I was not about go through anything like that again if I'm not the slightest prepared.
"Yes, all the same. But the simulation can be totally different but otherwise it's the same. You try your best to get out of it and you'll be fine just like last time" He answered, but making me feel better at all.
So is it the same or not. I don't get it but whatever. He is not good at explaining at all. I guess I will se in a minute.
He sat down beside me with the gun looking syringe. The thought of me going into that hell again made my stomach turn. I don't want to but I need to. Will told me he heard something about a guy getting a heart attack in the chair and dying on the spot. That didn't help either.
The pain I feel right now is unbelievable. You can really feel the serum pump through my veins.
"Just as last time Agnes. Take it slow and focus on staying calm"
I heard the first part of his sentence, but after a few words his voice became less and less clear.
I feel my mind shift and I seem to find myself in a children's playground. I look around me noticing all kids look happy and healthy laughing with their own parents. But then there is one kind that stand out. In the middle of the others a little brunette girl sits. She looked confused as her eyes turn back and forth. Until, until she sees me. Her face lights up. I took a few steps forward her and she just sat there smiling. Now I'm just in front of her, I bend my knees so now I'm as close to her hight as possible.
"Mama" the girl spelled out.
My inner mom was crying at this moment. All I want is a kid. I sometimes feel like my purpose in this world is to make sure my kids have the best life possible. That's all I will ever want. Kids.
Just as I decided to pick the small kid up she fades away leaving me sitting there alone. The playground becomes eerily silent. I took a look to my right seeing the other kids now have a sad face instead of the happy one before. They all looked at me, staring into my souls. The family's have now completely disappear.
I now hear a voice but I can't tell what it's saying. The voice sounds shallow and empty. After a few seconds it became clearer "Agnes, sometimes things don't happen like you want them to..." my mind was not having it. I closed my eyes and help my hands over my ears trying to block out the noise.
But when I opened my eyes again I wasn't in the lovely playground anymore. I'm now standing on what looks like ice. The cold made my body shiver as I warped my own arms around myself trying to keep the warmth in. I took a step forward only to realize the ice was thin and there for broke. It was first just a crack so I as fast as I could I forced my foot back. I now was left standing there staring at that god damn crack. Without warning, the ground beneath me crumbles and I plunge into the icy water. The cold grips me instantly, and I thrash trying to find the surface. My breath now comes in panicked gasps as the water closes in. The fear is suffocating me in this moment. I don't know how or what to feel right now.
