"Let's end the meeting for now-" when I said that I heard the door opening sound "dismiss" I said and cut the conference call and turned behind and saw Chico running and coming
"What?" I asked him when he jumped on my table, he pointed at mine and meenamma photo I kept on the table, he kept pointing at her making noises
"Ya, what about her?" I asked and he pulled my hands and told me to follow him and I went behind him, he pointed to the dance room and I picked him up and opened the door
My heart pinched with pain and hurt when I saw what was happening, she was sitting on the ground crying her heart out
This isn't the first time, she has cried many times while she thinks I was sleeping, I let her cry while holding on to her in sleep
She looks up at me with teary eyes
"What happened sweetheart? Come here" I said forwarding both my hands as Chico jumped down and went where I don't know
She broke into tears again and came running in my arms, I circled my hands around her as she hid her face in my chest crying more, she had put her arms around me holding my shirt from back
"Shuuuu, tell me, what happened?" I asked when she started crying, I caressed her head and she pushed herself more into me
She kept crying without any words and I just let her cry till all her frustration was out, she pretends to be so strong that no one can break her but simple things break her
It pains in my chest when she cries like this "won't you tell me what's the matter? Huh?" I asked and she keeps hitting her head to my chest
"I hate him- bec-because of him my fam-family broke into pieces, he broke my amm-a, he bro-ke me, I loved hi-m, he wa-s my hero, then why? What wrong did I do Nik? He never treated me wrong but his betrayal hits like arrow, I hate him Nik- because of him I never wanted to marry, I got fear of commitment, love and what not, I hate him, today I can't even think about you without thinking what if you leave, I hate my fear, I hate my fear he gave me" she kept crying hitting her head to my chest, I let her talk about everything that's bothering her, it wasn't few days but years of emotions she was bringing out, she cried, she screamed and it all fucking hurts me
my throat hurts with the emotions I was controlling or maybe not because I can feel my own tears
Crying for myself did nothing as much as crying for her made me weak
She kept murmuring the same thing and crying and I kept caressing her back and head holding in my arms, if I leave her she would fall
"Why are you crying?" She asked looking at me "because you are crying" she sobbed hitting her head to my chest again
"I am so bad, I made you cry" silly girl, I don't know when she will stop blaming herself for every small things
"I would never leave you Sanjana, even if I had to make a choice, you would be my first and last, I love you Because you are you, and no one can be you and if there are, I don't want them, I want you, in my eyes no one can replace you, no one can stand infront of you"
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RomanceNikhil Oberoi "If karma doesn't hit you, I fucking will for sure" Sanjana Arora "Watch out, I am a doll.....if Annabelle is considered one" Siddharth Oberoi "I don't react, doesn't mean I didn't see what you did" Sarojini Arora "I will break all y...