CHAPTER 14 - NO REASON AT ALL

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"Reece. Stop being weak." He heard Marjorie say. They recently had an argument, like a proper argument. It escalated and Reece got mad and swore at her. Now we are here. All he could do is stand there. He didn't even know what she was saying.

I didn't even know what Marjorie was saying. It wasn't because I wasn't listening all I was thinking about was how father used to call me weak. She sounded exactly like him. It was like reliving the worst thing that's ever happened to you father calling me weak wasn't the worst thing that happened but whenever someone said that it just took me to a dark place i didn't want to be in. At all. I knew she was still shouting at me. My attention reverted fully back to Marjorie when I heard the words "you're just like your Father Reece. Failure." She walked out slamming the front door shut behind her.

I just dropped to the floor. Am I just like him? Am I a failure. All I could do is cry, I felt so weak both mentally and physically. I didn't even know how long I was sat there for. I cried till I couldn't. Was it worth living. That's all that went through my head right now... I slowly got up, stumbling into the counter. I leaned onto it for a good twenty seconds trying to compose myself. I then walked over to the cupboard opened it and grabbed whatever alcoholic substance I could find. I just downed it. There was no use. I started feeling dizzy after. I don't care until.

I passed out.

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