Trigger warnings: death, suicide, alcohol and a lot more sad things like that
This gets dark and no its not a happy ending 😆
(Reeces pov)
I woke up not knowing where I was until I realized. I passed out. I groaned and tried to get myself sitting up which I did, luckily. My head was throbbing and I couldn't remember much. Everything was spinning and I couldn't replay the events in my head. I sat there for a good twenty minutes until I realized she was gone, Majorie was gone. She left me. That's why I was like this, it all made 'sense?' I think. I managed to stand up. I glanced over at the knife on the counter. 'Should I...?' I thought to myself. I shouldn't but I don't know why I did. I picked it up and stared at it for a while. My hands were shaking. No one will find me no one will look. I stabbed full force into my stomach. I was bleeding. This wasn't meant to hurt. Shit. I just stabbed and stabbed. Like I did the other time. I felt my heartbeat go slow, struggling to breathe my head hit the cold tiles. Flatline.
(Autumns pov)
I woke up, I was meant to go to Reeces today because I needed to talk to him about the takeover. He also said something about someone called Janice? I rolled over, I didn't want to leave my bed but I had to. I sighed and sat up. Winter was still sleeping beside me. I was so lucky to have him. My husband. I had to be at Reeces by ten. So since it was 9:45 I should get going.
In the car, I felt this knot form into my stomach. What if he wasn't there. Of course he was, I was such an overthinker. I was at his house. I knocked on the door... no answer...? I knocked again. Maybe he didn't hear me... no answer again. I remembered I had keys to his house. Don't ask why.. I stole them.. I was bored. Anyways, I thankfully unlocked the door. . . "Reece...?" I said. No response. Maybe he wasn't home... but he knew I was coming. I texted him last night. He only saw it though. He didn't respond. I slowly opened the door to his room. I took a glance inside to see him lifeless. I ran in checking if he had a pulse. No pulse he was gone. I immediately rung the hospital and told the others. Well I told Marjorie and she evidently told the others.
A few hours later, we were all in the hospital. I was so scared and overwhelmed I just sat there. Waiting. Waiting for the news that would give me hope or give me immense sadness. About three hours later the doctor came out.. "how his he!?" Marjorie asked straight away. I looked up.
"He's gone. I'm sorry for your loss."
Those words cut through me like a knife, he was gone. They couldn't save him like last time. I hadn't cried in a while but I just broke down. He was gone. My brother, the one who protected me all those years. Reece. He was gone. It was time to see him for the last time in fact. I stood up, tears till rolling down my face.
I walked in the room to see him. He was gone. "I'm so sorry" I managed to say. He was gone. Hopefully he's in a safe place now. I already miss him.
Winter hugged me as I cried "it's okay my love. He's in a better place now..." he was... I hope.
The hospital asked should the body be cast
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it alright, my dragonfly?
- Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens
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The end <3
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The Weight Of Life. { A TNN Fanfiction }
HorrorThis is mainly focused around Reece and his eating disorder but they will be some other sensitive topics mentioned. I will give trigger warnings at the start of every chapter.
