CHAPTER 4 - NO USE

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TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS , BLOOD , MISCARRIAGE MENTIONS
I'm really sorry for this part
U HAVE HAD TO READ THE LAST PARTS TO UNDERSTAND.
Writing style changed a lil bit
PSA: this is written while the miscarriage was happening :(
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I groaned in pain, I felt like I was going to pass out again but when I woke up I'd be alone. I hated this. I wanted it all to end. My head was pounding. "Fuck.." I said faintly

I passed out.

I woke up a few hours later I felt worse it was like 2am now. I really wanted to end it but I couldn't. I was supposed to be an uncle & I just Couldn't bring myself to do it. Marjorie was my whole life. I got up and leaned onto the counter beside me. I felt nauseous, I probably got up too quickly. I looked at my phone and saw many missed calls from autumn. They were pretty recent, but why would Aut be up this late and why would she be calling me. I didn't ring her now I decided I'd just do it when I felt better. It wouldn't be important anyway.

So I thought.

It had been a few hours I felt less weak so I called autumn back to see what she wanted.

When she picked up she sounded devastated. That wasn't good. "Aut? You alright" I said. "No." She replied. Autumn didn't really say that often so I knew it was bad I started panicking "what's wrong? Please tell me." I said, worrying.

"I lost the baby"

what.

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SORRY THIS ONES REALLY SHORT IM WORKING ON ANOTHER FANFIC ABOUT CHAR
Next part will be sadder

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