Flowers Grow From The Corner Of His Eyes || -Kim Taehyung FF- ||

Apology

Hello dear readers..!
Well  since it's Thursday, I'm back with another, well update.

How should I begin this anyways?

Hmm well.
You guys know that your author is a very lazy person, for I always updated late and even after this long long hiatus, I haven't come back with a good news at all.

Dear readers, not only am I lazy with the updating, but I'm falling behind in my academics too. 
Since this year is my career deciding year, I did really bad in my exams than I should have.

I enjoy writing, a lot. I love writing so much. Aside from some self made stories, nothing else goes on in my mind. I don't have proper dedication for it because I'm not an official writer, but I hope one day this changes.

My mother was extremely disappointed with my results and I'm kind of going through a phase so I really couldn't do well. The same happened last year and I've been nothing but a disappointment to my family.
(this is starting to sound like a vent post.)

I was asked to stop writing a while ago, but writing is something I can be rebellious about. But this time, I've lost hope. I'm afraid I cannot choose writing any more.
I've indulged into problematic situations, that I can't mention as they might be triggering but that's what it is about.

I'm easily driven by the guilt that I end up doing things I shouldn't do.

SO...!
Long story short, I have to give up on writing now.

I love this book with all my heart. It's my magnum opus.
But for me, guilt is a stronger emotion than love.

The ending, the storyline, I have all of it planned out. 
But I cannot continue this journey anymore. 

I did feel tears coming out of my eyes when my mother made the decision, but I cannot do anything other than complying now.

It was an amazing journey, truly.
I was able to write, a lot.

I wanted to write more but let's leave it at that now.

So, my dear readers, Flowers Grow From The Corner Of His Eyes will be now going on an indefinite hiatus. 
I don't know whether I'll return or not anytime soon, but I can promise you that the story will definitely have an ending, whether it's in fiction or fan-fiction genre.

I am truly grateful that all of you took your time to read my book. This was a learning experience for me. From the love to the criticism, every part of it left me with an impact.
I'm grateful to each and every reader who spent their time on my book.
I wish the best for all of you. 

I deeply apologize for being a good-for-nothing author, daughter and sister.
But things will change, and I'll try my best to change them.

Thank you very much for accompanying me on this journey. It was an amazing experience.

If you have any more questions, then feel free to text me on instagram at @kookie_shreya_

Now then, let's all of us wish for a better future. I wish only the best for each and every one of you. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!

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To be continued...(?)