I stood in front of the door hesitating if this was the best thing to do. I did the best I could to quiet the block down which wasn't hard. From the bottom of my heart I wanted to blame Alaïa of being the reason of why our daughter almost died in her arms but of course it was me. I'm cursed right? Everything always happens to me...
"Why are you just standing at the door? You're not gonna knock, Cabron?"
I didn't realized he answered the door until I heard his voice.
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(Sad Eyes)
"Shut up" I laughed to him.
"How's Melaní?" He asked.
I knew he was worried about her. Melaní called him uncle. I accepted it since he was the maine one check up on her and Cesar while I was locked up. He'll he was there when she was born. Said I cried like a bitch when I heard her first cry but I don't remember that.
"She comes home tomorrow. Which is why I'm here... I wouldn't ask you if I didn't need you for this and you know this..." I say to him before sighing.
"Come in" Sad eyes invited me in know it was going to be business. I walked in before sitting down at the table. I leaned back in the chair before reaching in my pocket to take a cigarette out. He handed me a lighter since it was one already on the table. I lit the cigarette before inhaling the first pull and exhaling the smoke.
"Alaïa is pregnant" I say to him.
"Shit man. Your kid almost died and you're already out here trying to make another one?"
"I know it's not mine... she thinks that I think it's mine. I pulled out. I know for sure" I say before taking another hit of the cigarette.
"So what's the problem? You called it quits with her didn't you?"
"The problem is Alaïa. I need your help to get rid of her..." I say to him.
"What are you gonna tell Melaní when she asks about her?"
"Not my best father of the year moment but I'm doing what's best for her. She's better with Alaïa lies. Her lies got her shot. Her lies started the Prophet$ and Santos war and I had to quiet that shit down. Me! I sat in that hospital room reading to my kid every night. Fed her and took care of her. She gots to go" I replied with a bit of anger.
" I'm not gonna say no. I ride with you, hermano. Til the fucking wheels fall off. So what do you wanna do? Traditional way?"
"We do it tonight."
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~Flashback~
"She's kicking my ass so bad right now" Alaïa giggled as she was sitting on the couch rubbing her belly. I smiled just at the simple fact that I was going to be a dad. Maybe this would hold me off from becoming a Santos. Doing better.
"She's a Diaz. What do you expect" I smirked to her putting the grocery bag down on the counter and getting on my knees in front of her to kiss her stomach gently. "You know that whole thing on kids picking their parents? You think she'll be happy in her pick for a dad?" I asked quietly before looking up at her."
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"Shut up. She'll love your crazy self. I hope she has your eyes. You may think you scare people but you'll become so soft when she's born." She says to me.
"I'll do everything to protect her... I promise" I say to her leaning up to peck her lips.
"She loves your voice. Maybe you should sing to her" Alaïa says.
"She just wants attention just like her mommy" I teased her before starting to sing in Spanish.
"Dos oruguitas enamoradas Pasan sus noches y madrugadas Llenas de hambre Siguen andando y navegando un mundo Que cambia y sigue cambiando Navegando un mundo Que cambia y sigue cambiando Dos oruguitas paran el viento Mientras se abrazan con sentimiento Siguen creciendo, no saben cuándo Buscar algún rincón El tiempo sigue cambiando Inseparables son El tiempo sigue cambiando Ay, oruguitas, no se aguanten más Hay que crecer aparte y volver Hacia adelante seguirás Vienen milagros, vienen crisálidas Hay que partir y construir su propio futuro"
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~End of Flashback~
"Ay, mariposas Don't you hold on too tight Both of you know It's your time to go To fly apart, to reunite Wonders surround you Just let the walls come down Don't look behind you Fly till you find Your way towards tomorrow-"
I was cut off by her little voice. "Ay mariposas. Don't you hold on too tight" Melaní singed before giggling.
"You remember that song? I haven't sung it to you since you were 3" I chuckled tucking her in her little hospital bed.
"You sung it everyday I been here daddy" she giggles.
"You know what mariposas mean?" I asked seeing her shake her head. "You're my oruguita right now but you'll be a mariposa when you grow up. Means a butterfly" I say to her caressing her head gently before seeing Sad Eyes walk up in the window view knowing it was time.
"Daddy will be back... okay? Get some rest" I tell her before kissing the top of her head. She nodded having me walk out the room after closing the blinds. I shut the door and looked to Sad Eyes.
"The homies are gonna watch Melaní room. She's good" he says to me before seeing the homies approaching.
