My heavy and sleepy eyes opened to an empty side of the bed.
It was so pure as if I was dead with no one around and it felt so good.
Peace.
The golden rays danced upon my face as fresh and warm smile spread on my lips unknowingly before I sat up rubbing my eyes , yawning out.
" Oh God. Bless me and make me good enough to exist. " I prayed clasping my hands together before rubbing my face.
" You awake? Good morning, Jungkook. " A soft and deep voice dangled against my ears like a music before my eyes landed on figure entering the room all dressed in three piece.
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Where was he going?
" Get ready , Jungkook. You are going to be late. " He said moving in front of the dressing table before combing his hairs.
" late? For...what? " I asked not sure of what he meant by.
" College. Where else? " He asked twisting his torso to look at me before again returning to his previous place.
College?
" Y-yeah. " I mumbled feeling some kind of relief.
This had somehow made me understand that I could still go to college and not stay trapped in such a huge ass house.
" What? ..... Go get ready. " He asked when I didn't move from the bed, because of zoning out.
" Yes. I'll be quick. " I said before rushing to the wardrobe and then grabbed my clothes moving to the washroom with them.
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" Eat it. " Taehyung ordered sitting beside me on the dining table.
I didn't want to eat at all because I never had breakfast for my entire school and college and now I had got used to it yet he was forcing me to eat when all I wanted was to go to college as soon as possible.
" I....can not. " I mumbled circling my spoon around the plate staring at it. My eyelashes blinked as I looked up at him , only to find him already looking at me with a not-so-happy look.
" Why, can you not? " He asked sarcastically and it was out of the blue which made me chuckle lightly, before I composed myself back into my silence.
" Umm....I don't eat this early in the morning. I.... do not even eat breakfast. Its just lunch for me. " I said and then a huff came out of his lips before he leaned back in his chair and then took a good look of my face.
I started to feel my face get hot , the way his eyes were looking at me but soon after , he spoke.
" Jungkook. I don't know what you used to do before our marriage, but now I want you to focus on yourself, your studies and your life. You deserve the best. And I know it more than anyone out there , so please do not ignore my words and your health. Here you can do whatever you want however you want , no one will stop you. If you want to plant flowers, you can do that. If you want to paint I will bring all you need , if you want to draw I will bring whatever you want. Just tell me and it will be in front of you, do not bother yourself with stress and shyness. Ask whatever you want and need because it's my duty to do so. " He said leaving me speechless.
I didn't know what to say so I just kept on staring at him and I don't know why , but something made him smile.
He ruffled my hairs before patting them softly. " You don't have to think before speaking , dear Jungkook. Eat whatever you want, whenever you want. Work, sleep or walk. There is no one to stop you. Do you get it? " He asked again and I felt a continuous rhythm of comfort echo down my brain to my heart. A small crack found it's place on my lips before I nodded smiling lightly.
" I get it. " I said. " But can I not eat breakfast today. I will really throw up if I force it in me." I knew myself and I knew that even if I tried to change myself my eating habit was going to be the most difficult of the Changes.
I never ate at the right time and whatever I consumed was enough to keep me going for the days.
" Ok. But from tomorrow you will be eating something in breakfast. Even if a waffle , but something. Promise? " He asked.
