16] A Deal that was Locked

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Jungkook's pov:

I stood in front of my professor in his cabin who gave me a very annoyed look before heaving out a sigh.

" You never listen now , do you ? " He asked with a little taut face before slamming my sheets on the desk in front of me.

" This!-- This is your remark Jungkook!? You have failed almost every subject. Again! " His words make my fingers curl in a fist as I shut my eyes close looking down with no words to speak.

This was humiliating but nothing new to me.
Yet it felt bad.

I had done everything to get good marks. I studied late at nights , I almost studied for 19 hours a day yet nothing was changing and now I could feel my strength drain.

All the hardwork I did , all the time I worked upon, all the study ---- it felt useless now.

I could say that I studied a lit , but would that change anything?

No one would believe me and what kind of studies and hardwork I did , which had no result in the first place.

No matter how long I studied, no matter how many nights I didn't sleep , it all was an absolute waste which was now spreading on my desk like nothing.

" I , Oh God , Jungkook! I warned you about this. Didn't I tell you that now you are not just a someone, but family member of the most royal family of South Korea. Husband of a multi-billionaire to be specific. I told you that you must study. And why shall I tell you in the first place , don't you have any shame?! Huh? My goodness! I wonder what will the world say. Let alone the world , I don't think that you will ever be appreciated in your own house by your own husband! I don't know how you are able to live there matching gazes with that man. " His words were like a sharp knife which were stabbing me brutally in my chest , and maybe the hurt was so bad that I didn't know about when I had started to cry silently.

My eyes were pooling like a waterfall now , which head bowing low , as I stared at the worthless piece of papers in front of me with my blurry vision.

I worked hard. I did.

I studied until my eyes turned sore. I did.

I learned by writing,not once but twice. I did.

I tried my best to study as much as I could. I did!

I tried to make sure that my husband's reputation and belief in me stays a little prominent. But.....I couldn't.

I just couldn't.

All my work , all I thought , it failed.

I failed.

My heart sank in with a very aching sensation that I started to breathe heavily.

Tears rolled down my eyes , nonstop and the grief burned in my chest in the form of guilt and shame.

" Crying won't do anything! You must work hard to prove yourself! You must do it, or leave your husband for good , damnnit! " he hissed irritatingly in a quipped voice before continuing to speak his words off " I myself don't know how you are able to live there. Do you know your husband called in the university the next moment after you left , just to know why your score was so poor. At least that time you had passed , but now you are fail Jungkook, FAIL! " He exclaimed angrily.

" You are worthless Jungkook.  Your parents were suffering because of you and no offence they called you useless because you are. And now again your husband will call us , won't you feel ashamed?! Why did you even marry him when all you had to do was bring his name into ashes ?! " He retorted snapping at me and I sobbed at his words.

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