Lying
In bed
Too tired
To move
Too tired
To do
Much
Of
Anything
But think
And think
And sleep.
Oh, Younger Me,
So ambitious
So full of life
And dreams
And wants
And wishes.
How sick of me you must be
So disappointed
So impatient.
Somewhere I still feel you inside of me
Pleading to be heard
Fighting to break through
And take control once more
To make me want again the things
We once wanted together.
If only you could realize
How much I still long for it
How much it rips my heart
And pains my soul.
Maybe you do know.
You probably do.
But you live in the past now
And the barrier is solidifying.
So go away
Scram and stay where you belong
Stop nagging me
We are no longer one.
Leave
Leave me alone
Leave me to my fatigue
My faults
My loneliness.
Remember you were not perfect either.
But go knowing
How so very very sorry I am
That I broke my promise to you.
I can't make our dreams come true.
YOU ARE READING
From The Vaults Of My Mind
Poetry"But time it is. Time be cruel. Time did pass. And so did you. And you're losing your memory now. I hope one day you'll find me in the place where the lost things go." - Mash up of quotes by people who are not me.
