ฉันก็รักคุณ [I Love You Too] [Completed]

Ta

I flicked my eyes open, slowly adjusting to the lights. I could hear sobbing, but then I heard a gasp and people calling my name.

I managed to finally come to terms with my environment and realized I was in the hospital. My parents, manager, and some of the BOC & GMMTV boys were there too. I tried to sit up, and my dad helped me up slowly.

I felt a bit dizzy, and my mom held onto me slowly as I found my bearings again. She was sobbing softly, and I tried to reassure her, but I was barely croaking out my words. The doctor attending to me told me to rest well as I had significant blood loss and a very bad concussion possibly. I was going to be hospitalised for a bit till I was given the all-clear.

A little while later, I realized Jeff was missing. I asked my parents where he was, and that's when the air became super still. Nobody answered me despite me asking a few times until finally Barcode filled me in. He told me that Jeff had surgery done to his spinal cord area due to the fall he had with Jason and is in the ICU currently, on observation, and zero visitors were allowed.

My heart lurched terribly, and I started crying. I couldn't take it, and my heart rate accelerated. My mom tried to comfort me to calm down, but I couldn't, so the doctor had to sedate me so that I could be calmer.

I was out for a couple of hours, and when I finally woke up, it was close to 8 pm. My mom was sitting there, watching over and smiling when she saw me awake.

"How are you, baby?"

"I'm.. I'm.. OK..' I started crying.

"Jeff will be fine. He's a fighter, ok? You have to be strong for him like he is for you."

"Will he be fine, Mama? What happened? I knew he came.. I saw him fight. He got so beaten up, but he still fought so hard.. but why...."

My mother filled me in on how when he had thrown himself at Jason and they fell onto the sofa, they both hit the wall. Jeff ended up hitting the wall with his back, and it was a hard one. I started crying and my mom tried to soothe me.

"I don't want anything happening to Jeff Mama. He's..he's so important to me. I can't..I deal..I can't.if any.." I was starting to hiccup.

My mom held onto me firmly, soothing me as she tried to ease my crying.

"I know, baby. I can tell. I saw the marks on your neck. I figured. I could tell since the day that boy sent dinner for us. The love in his eyes for you..you may not have seen it, but I did. He will be fine. You have to believe in him..."

My mother soothed me endlessly. I just held onto her, sobbing softly but starting to calm down. She held onto my hands, cupping my cheeks.

"Remember, be strong for him, ok? He's a fighter. He will come back for you."

I nodded. She told me to rest and caressed my face, patting me gently till I fell asleep. I woke up the following morning when the nurses came by, wanting to run the regular checks.

By the 3rd day, I was so much better, and the doctor allowed me to go see Jeff for a bit. He was out of the ICU but still not allowed any visitors. He was still in a lot of pain and sedated, so we couldn't speak either.

A week passed by, and I was finally discharged. I decided to go back and stay with my parents for a bit. My manager eased me back into my job but still kept it light. I also went to see Jeff daily, though he wasn't allowed visitors.

Soon, about 2 weeks later, the doctors were finally allowing visitors. I flew to the hospital to check on him. I entered his room, only to see him with his family. Jeff had lost so much weight, looked gaunt and tired, but his eyes twinkled when he saw me. He raised his hands up at me and beckoned me over.

I went over, sitting on the bed slowly, and held his hands.

"Hey baby.." He whispered. I nearly burst out crying. His family members left the room a while to give us privacy. I couldn't hug him as he was still recovering, and I could see the pain in his eyes though he was trying to be strong.

He caressed my face, asking me how I was. I filled him in, and he smiled, nodding his head quietly. It was like old times, where I would chatter nonstop, and he would just listen quietly.

"I miss you so much. So much."

"I miss you too. I can't wait to go home with you. And you aren't staying there anymore. Do you hear me? You either stay with your parents or with me."

I smiled. I nodded my head.

"My mum did say I can stay with you, so I guess it's settled."

"Your mom... your mom knows? About us?"

I nodded, telling him on she knew. Jeff just chuckled, his nose reddening. I leaned in to kiss him gently on his lips.

"Please come back to me soon. I can't be without you any longer."

"I'm yours, Ta. It doesn't change. I promise I will be back soon."

I nodded as P Jeff caressed my face again. I kissed his palm as my eyes glimmered, but the soft grasp of his hands assured me that everything would be fine, moving forth.