𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐮𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘𝐨𝐮 [II] (The Rescuers Encomium)

ZERO

I thought I'd be nice and give you all the prologue, after this I can't tell you when the next update will be. Sorry <3

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PROLOGUE
ENTRY SIX
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THIS ISN'T A DREAM. However, with everything that has been going on lately I have to write my thoughts down somewhere so hang on future me this is going to possibly be a long one.

The dreams are getting more vivid the longer time goes on now. I haven't had one since I changed though and the Doctor still says he's just missing the Ponds but I don't believe him.

We saw Cassiopeia and Nova again a few days ago. It was nice to see two people who don't act distant towards me after an hour of being in the same room.

Out of everything I think I'm more worried about what is going on with me.

Who am I?

What am I?

Why can I regenerate? The Doctor hasn't spoken about it since I first asked him. At least not willingly He said he has never met another human who has had that ability and been touch telepathic before so how can I do those things?

I've never done it before, at least I don't remember doing it. Amy and Rory would certainly have noticed if I changed my face. Maybe this is why I have my dreams. Maybe the TARDIS is messing with me?

It's all so confusing. I sometimes wonder if any of this would have happened if I hadn't met the Doctor.

But I know I never want to know that, I never want to forget him because no matter how much he tries to distance himself from me and push me away he's told me he loved me and I love him. If he loved me before he can love me again, I'm going to show him that he loves me again.

And this time it isn't going to kill me.

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Oh, Hollie... I keep putting you through angst, I'm sorry one day you will have happiness.