To The Left Unseen, Nox

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Nox,

Just like your name, you are sexy, dangerous, and sweet all at once. A special kind of darkness that cradles the stars, helping them shine even brighter. But you, Nox, are too much. I can't hold onto the night forever. I need the sunrise. I need the light.

We keep returning to the same place, a circular situation that leads nowhere.

When I'm with you, I explore my heart more deeply—the rush and the heat. In those moments, you are everything. As before, I admire you greatly. Your thoughts, your fiery dreams, you, just you. I almost broke my promise because of you, but I'm growing weary of it.

I'm not a love digger; I am me. Someone who holds her values dear. Yet, I fail every time I meet the night.

Nox, it's not that I can't move on from you, but your impact is too much for me. I need closure, but time will heal me and prepare me for someone who understands and loves me better than you did.
The first kiss, the hug, the touch—your love language and everything about you were intriguing.I run from everything, and I think I'm still not happy now. I wasn't happy with you either. So many thoughts, a lost mind—you were a sweet distraction.
But I'm glad I didn't give all of myself to you. My world has already fallen, but if I had given more to you, it would have been worse.
From now on, I've learned a lot. To be clear with my thoughts, to set boundaries, and to keep being me—the Kara you once knew. Some things will change, but more like an upgrade.

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