Pyaar Lafzon Mein Kaha (Completed)

Chapter 35: Past Was Better

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After Sana left from there, Sid just turned back and became shocked as he saw Sanjana standing there. She was looking at him with teary eyes which were showing how hurt she was.

"Sanjana woh....."

Sid tried to explain to her but she stopped him showing her hand.

"Toh woh ladki Shehnaaz hai?" Asked Sanjana sadly to which Sid looked down in guilt. "Aur tumne mujhe ek baar bhi yeh baatana zaroori nahi samjha?"

Sid had nothing to say.

"Forget that we are engaged. At least I had the right to know this for being your friend. You used to share everything with me. Aur aaj itni badi baat tumne mujhse chhupayi? Yeh maine expect nahi kiya tha Sidharth."

Saying that, Sanjana wiped her tears and was about to leave when Sid called her.

"Sanjana wait!"

Sanjana stopped hearing that. Sid went near her.

"Kahi aur chal ke baat kare please?" He asked.

"Sidharth I really don't wanna talk about this...."

"I request you."

Sanjana sighed and then nodded.

After sometime...

Sid and Sanjana were standing on a bridge facing towards the sea.

"In our lives we all have that one person whose absence can turn our world upside down. For me Sana was that person. Uske jaane ke baad main bohut buri tarah se tut gata. Koshish kiyi usse bhulne ki par nahi bhul paaya. Iss wajah se mujhe khud se bhi nafrat hone lagi. Yeh soch ke ki maine galat insaan se dil lagaya. Andar hi andar khud se waada kiya ki main Sana ka naam tak nahi lunga. That's why I never told you her name. Socha tha usse apni life se puri tarah se mita dunga. Kahi pe uska zikr nahi hoga. Lekin phir 7 saal baad jab woh mere saamne aayi, main ekdam se sab kuch bhul gaya. I realised that I actually never moved on from her. Isliye baar baar uske paas jaa ke uss se puch raha tha ki usne mujhe kyu chhora. Usko kisi aur ke saath dekh ke gussa aa raha tha. Jaan bujh ke main usse hurt kar raha tha. Lekin usse hurt hote dekh bhi dukh mujhe hi ho raha tha. Main khud samajh nahi paa raha hoon ki akhir mere saath kya ho raha hai. Sanjana I know I should not feel this way but.... I'm sorry."

Sanjana looked at Sid sadly. It was hard for her to see love in his eyes for someone else.

She somehow controlled her own emotions and said, "Sidharth don't say sorry because you still have feelings for Sana. It happens when you love someone too much. Mujhe dukh iss baat ka hua ki tumne mujhe yeh sab baataya nahi."

"Mujhe darr tha tum kaise react karogi....I'm really sorry."

"It's ok..... Ab aage kya?"

"Matlab?"

"Matlab jo tum kar rahe ho Sana ke saath, woh toh sahi nahi hai. It's not good for your both professional and personal life. Tum dono ek hi industry mein ho, ek saath kaam kar rahe ho, aur toh aur tumhari behen ki shaadi uske bhai se ho rahi hai. You have to make everything normal between you guys otherwise things will get more complicated in future."

"Even she said the same. Lekin samajh nahi aa raha yeh hoga kaise."

Sanjana thought for sometime and then said, "Main ek suggestion doon? Tum na Sana ko maaf kar do."

Sid looked at Sanjana with disbelief.

She understood his feelings and said, "I know it's not easy for you but tum jitna past mein jeeoge utna hi zyada takleef milega tumhe. Usne jis bhi reason se tumhe chhora ho the truth is everything is over now. Just forget those bad memories and forgive her. Start everything fresh. Sirf acchi memories ko yaad rakh ke aage badho. Dekhna phir itna dard nahi hoga."