My Story Has Just Begun

I Think I Finally Started To Trust Again

-rose-

I would love to see the whole world one day and see all the animals and plants, I wanna learn all I can and just be able to help in any and every way I can.

and thank you, I felt bad but I guess it was just me overthinking. But hey I'm getting better at not overthinking and I'm improving a lot with my sociable skills.

hey I'll be back I'm gonna go with my sister to shoot some arrows sense she has a bunch of bows and we have a hole clump of trees in our neighborhood. I'll text you once i get back.

I'm gonna go get some lunch, I'll respond when I can.

5:05pm

-winston-

Haha alright well I hope everything goes well, stay safe and be careful alright.

6:29pm

-rose-

well lunch was ok but i wasn't really hungry. and looks like my sister won't be at youth tomorrow which kinda sucks. and honestly I'm just so bored, I was thinking of going to bed early but know that won't happen cuz I have trouble sleeping.

-winston-

Hmmm oh boy.

How come you have trouble sleeping?

-rose-

its something I've always had an issue with, they say it's related to my diabetes and the fact that as a kid I was in and out of the hospital all the time growing up. No one knows the real main reason they just tell me things like It's because you were always sick growing up or something else but no one knows the main reason of why I just do i guess.

8:44pm

-rose-

I'm not feeling so great anymore today, so I'm heading to bed and I'll just have to lay there until I fall asleep I guess but goodnight.

10:07pm

-winston-

Oh boy.

Please get some rest okay.

Text me if you need anything, I'll be more than happy to help out with anything.

-rose-

still can't sleep, but if you were here right now, the only thing I'd need right now is a long hug.

-winston-

Oh boy.

Well I thought it would take a while before you trusted me for a hug.

But hey it's okay.

Whenever you're comfortable I'll be fine with it, just make sure you are fine with it.

And yes I do wish I was there, I would give you a very long hug.

-rose-

well weirdly enough it feels very easy to trust you which in itself is scary but i trust myself not to lead me into anything bad or uncomfortable so it's fine. besides I'm just tired, and I don't mean physically but instead mentally.