Adult_lessons

please dont start

Nolwazi~

I was at school alone since Lerato and Emily were not here but honestly it's also a good thing because I honestly don't know what to say to Lerato. I went by to check up on her after she ignored all my texts, calls and missed school for three whole days.

Her mom says she refuses to leave her room, which is scary because we don't want her to harm herself but at the same time we try to give her space.

Nomuzi and I haven't been talking much since the fight because the guilt is waying in even though we didn't know about each others situations tying us to Lerato. Oh and she's pissed about the college lie.

As I'm walking really in a bad mood which I've been feeling a lot lately Savanna bumps into my shoulder almost knocking my phone down.

"Watch where your going dumbo" she side eyes me

Breathe in... breathe out... breathe in...

"Are you slow or something" she snaps her fingers at me

I burn holes into her eyes ready to strike her down but I keep composure.

"Not today... I'm warning you" I say walking away

I hear foot steps stomping behind me so I decided to walk to secluded section of the school, to deal with her because I'm tired of her bullshit
And her dumb ass is actually following me.

Turing the corner I wait for her to appear, I check coast then grab her by the arm as she's in my line of sight twisting her arm to her back, then slamming her to wall, pressing her face on it making her grunt in pain.

"Savanna I may let you fucken slide all these years because I always had the vision to not fuck up my future, but I swear to God if you keep pushing me..." I push into the harder into the wall

"Please let me go!!!" She pleads "I'll scream"

I smirk getting closer to her ear " make my day, scream I dare you" I tightened my grip

I let go of her and step back as she falls to the wall, turning around to face me, I walk over crouching to her level "look" I grab her face

"I could fuck you up no problem but I just have a lot of self control so don't you ever take that for weakness" I look into her soul before getting up

She start mumbling a bunch of stuff but losing interest I decide to just walk away fixing my blazer.

"Don't you dare walk away from me" she shouts but I ignore her heading of to class

"Wazy!!!" She shouts causing me to stop dead in my track

How the fuck does she know that name, I turn around with confusion written all over my face.

"Wha... how do you know that name?" I asked as she walked closer to me

"You really do not remember" tears start forming

"What are you talking about " I asked confused

"Wow, and here I was thinking you would remember, I guess I was wrong" she walks past me full of tears

"What the hell are you talking about, stop talking in code" I grab her stopping her from walking away

"You know what when I saw your on the first day of school so happy but when you walked past me the way you did hurt" she cried

"Savanna I have no clue what your talking about" I say looking down at her

"I can't... I can't deal with this again" She walks away quickly

I try to catch up with her but I'm blocked of my students asking me a bunch of random questions but I'm top tuned out trying to figure out what just happened... Wazy... when last was I called that

The day went on and I surprisingly didn't see Savanna for the rest of the Day not even with her two delinquent friends.

Speaking of them Amanda walks up to Me and I tense up a bit because she's scary.

"Look ... I don't... want no trouble..." she cuts me off

"Hey I'm not here to start... anything ... ahhh I was just wondering if you've heard from Emily" she sketches the back of her head.

Okay that also through me, I tilt my head trying to piece it together... oh you dumbass their working on a project together maybe that's what it is.

"Ahhh she's probably at her home why you asking?"

"I was uuhhh... " struggles rubbing her neck "I mean we gave a project together and i was trying to talk to her about it" she said quickly

"You know what forget any of this just tell her to answer my texts..." she stopped half way

"Wait you have her number?" I asked shocked

"You know what forget any of these ever happened," she says walking away.

Okay today is definitely a weird day I walk towards the gate to wait for my transport after school thinking if I should go over to Lerato's and check on her but something is telling me not to.

Also My conversation with Savanna has been stuck on my mind, while thinking I got a flashback of a park I use to got to as a child because in preschool.

"Thank you for the flower wazy, you my best friend forever" the little voice echoes in my head nooo fucken way.