His heart belongs to someone else - TodoDeku /Angst/

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Todoroki had always found the concept of love absurd. It wasn't until he crossed paths with Midoriya that things started to change for him. At first, he couldn't tell what he was feeling but all he could truly grasp was an undeniable urge to pull toward Midoriya. In every moment, in every opportunity that presented itself, Todoroki felt an overwhelming desire to be by Midoriya's side. Whether engaged in studying, sparring, or simply sharing quiet moments in each other's rooms, Todoroki yearned for Midoriya's presence. After watching enough romantical movies with the DekuSquad, Todoroki eventually came to terms with the depth of his emotions and recognized the love flourishing within him for Midoriya.

Often, he found himself staring at Midoriya, his heart racing slightly as a faint blush crept up his cheeks whenever Midoriya turned to him asking if everything was alright. The gentle, fleeting touches that passed between them meant the world to Todoroki, each one lighting a spark within him. Yet, deep down, he couldn't shake the awareness that while these small gestures held immense significance for him, they might not carry the same weight for Midoriya, stirring a mix of longing and uncertainty within Todoroki.

The day his heart truly broke was their last day before summer started. Every minute detail of that fateful day remains etched in his memory: the gentle movements, the tender touches, the rosy blush on their cheeks, the radiant smile that brightened Midoriya's face as he drew near, the sparkle in their eyes at the sight of each other, and the unmistakable love evident in their exchanged glances reminiscent of scenes from the romantical scenes Todoroki's use to watch. In that moment, the painful truth became glaringly evident – Midoriya's heart belonged to Bakugou, not him.

That day had started off so nice too. He had gotten breakfast with Midoriya that morning. They had shared multiple laughs, it was thrilling. Todoroki doesn't laugh very often, but with Midoriya, his lips would always break into a smile that reached his eyes, conveying a deep sense of comfort and friendship. They decided for their last day they would spar, which went great; the friendly competition only deepened their bond. Todoroki had emerged victorious this round, and they had decided to take a break to catch their breath. There they were sitting at the gym floor, exhausted but happy, with a sense of contentment washing over them in waves. Close, gosh he was so close Todoroki could just reach for him right then and there, but he couldn't. But there was something he could do.

"Midoriya"

Todoroki's gaze softened as he fixed his eyes on Midoriya, a gentle smile playing at the corners of his lips upon seeing the droplets of sweat adorning his skin. Even as Midoriya took a sip from his water bottle, the perspiration only seemed to enhance his attractiveness in Todoroki's eyes. It was moments like these that reinforced how much love and admiration filled Todoroki's heart for Midoriya, cherishing even the seemingly mundane instances where he found his friend irresistibly endearing.

"What is it?"

Todoroki took a deep breath; he was going to do it.

"I have something very important to tell you"

Todoroki looked serious, which worried Midoriya. 'Perhaps it's bad news' he thought.

"What is it?"

There it was his moment. Perhaps he could get everything he always desired.

"Oi Izuku"

Their attention was suddenly drawn towards the entrance, both turned their heads to see Bakugou entering the gym with Kirishima next to him. Bakugou's entrance was impossible to miss, as his confident strides exuded a sense of power and charisma. A grin adorned his face, sending a clear message of his enthusiasm and determination. His eyes, as piercing as ever, scanned the room with a fierce intensity, hinting at the fiery spirit that lay within him. Kirishima, with his unwavering loyalty and support, stood tall beside Bakugou, their camaraderie evident in their synchronized movements.

"Hope your not too tired for me to quick your ass nerd"

Todoroki involuntarily turned his head to meet Midoriya's gaze, a simple action that he immediately regretted. In that fateful moment, as watched Bakugou's and Midoriya's eyes connect, an unexpected realization dawned on him. The way Midoriya looked at him mirrored something poignant, something familiar from a distant memory. It was the same gaze that Rose had reserved for Jack in that timeless tale of love and sacrifice. In that fleeting moment, Todoroki's heart skipped a beat as he recognized the depth of emotion reflected in Midoriya's eyes - a love so pure and profound that it echoed the sentiments of a classic narrative. The weight of this realization settled within him, leaving him breathless and contemplative, as he struggled to come to terms with the depth of emotions that now stirred within his own heart.

Oh.

Of course.

"Kachaan"

Midoriya stood up abruptly, his heart racing as he dashed towards Bakugou, the pure joy shining in his eyes evident to everyone around. It wasn't a surprise to Todoroki; he had always noticed Midoriya's hidden admiration for Bakugou, but he never expected it to manifest into such a profound affection. The contrast between Bakugou's tough exterior and Midoriya's soft demeanor puzzled many, including Todoroki himself. Yet, deep down, Todoroki sensed that Bakugou reciprocated those feelings. The subtle glances and interactions between them spoke volumes, revealing a complex connection that had always been brewing beneath the surface. Todoroki couldn't help but wonder if he should have seen the signs earlier, the subtle hints that now seemed so obvious in hindsight.

"Hey man, are you okay?"

Todoroki blinked, a sense of disbelief washing over him as he realized that he had been fixedly gazing at Midoriya and Bakugou for what felt like an eternity. Their puzzled expressions mirrored each other, making Todoroki quickly avert his eyes, only to find Kirishima standing beside him with a concerned expression etched on his face. Todoroki nodded before turning to walk away, his footsteps echoing softly. As he began to leave, a familiar intensity caught his attention, and he locked eyes with Bakugou, an unspoken tension crackling between them. Bakugou's gaze seemed to penetrate Todoroki's thoughts, evoking a mix of irritation and acknowledgement within him. It was as if Bakugou could effortlessly read his mind.

"Where are you going Todoroki?"

Although he desperately wanted to respond to Midoriya, his emotional turmoil prevented him from doing so. In a conflicted state, torn between his hurt feelings and the knowledge that Midoriya was blameless, he made the difficult decision to simply leave the gym without a backward glance. Ignoring the ache in his heart, he chose to prioritize his current mental state, knowing that he needed time to sort through the intense emotions swirling within him. It pained him to turn away from Midoriya without a word, but he recognized that his own inner struggles required his immediate attention, overshadowing his desire for communication. Thus, with a heavy heart, he departed, leaving unresolved tension hanging in the air between them.

"He will be fine; he just needs some space"

Midoriya looked at Bakugou. After many years of Knowing Bakugou Midoriya could tell what he was feeling based on his facial expressions. And he knew that Bakugou Katsuki knew what was wrong with his friend. He also knew that Bakugou was right, perhaps he just needed space. Though he wondered from what.

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