Fire and Ash

It's Not What It Looks Like

Authors Note

Hey guys! So I really hope you guys can just change the font for the chapter because I had to copy and paste this chapter into my notes because Wattpad was glitching, and now I can't change the font at all for this chapter so please let me know if you guys cant make the font bigger. Thanks and enjoy the new chapter!
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It's been a few weeks since Natsuo had started to help Lady Nagant and her unborn baby and her pre-eclampsia symptoms have started to decrease. It was hard sneaking away all the time between classes, clinical, and being at the league. Natsuo hasn't slept right already for weeks, and now it seems to be getting worse. When anyone asks him if he was alright, he would brush them off saying that he must be stressed because of exams coming up and that he'll be back to normal soon. The issue is, exams were finally over, him passing every single one with no trouble, and he's run out of excuses. Tomura, he conducts, has been suspicious of Natsuo not coming home until late. It's the only regret he has with sharing the same bed with him. This morning, before sneaking out, Tomura clutched onto his shirt, dragging him in for a kiss. Natsuo happily obliged, moving in between the legs of his... his what? Natsuo still doesn't have a clue, but for now, he's just trying to enjoy the moments with him. Natsuo had moved in between Tomura's legs, pressing his body down on top of his. If Natsuo died by suffocation by making out with this hot man underneath him, he'd die happy. The issue is, that Natsuo wants more. Natsuo had promised that there was no rush and that they could figure it out together. However, his mind, and obviously his body, detested that idea. Natsuo had never felt like this before, and he was starting to get greedy. It's been weeks like this, having to control himself and stop the make-out sessions early.

Natsuo had to use every ounce of energy in his body to crawl off the man before Tomura noticed the problem he was having. Natsuo had done this quite a few times, regretting having to stop their make-out session just because he couldn't control himself like a teenage boy. Tomura had an emotion cross his face that Natsuo was unable to read because before he could decipher it, Tomura was pouting. Natsuo takes this as a good sign, instead of the man completely turned off by Natsuo's 'problem.' The ice user kisses the top of the man's head, "Sorry, they need me at the hospital today. I'll be back later though."

Tomura didn't seem to protest that, but he also didn't seem to say much else. Natsuo dresses into his hospital scrubs, leaning in to kiss the man's forehead one last time. "I'll see you later." Tomura nods but doesn't say anything.

Natsuo didn't have clinical today, he was sneaking off to check on Lady Nagant. The woman was still quite weary of him, but Natsuo wasn't thinking that she would put a bullet in the back of his head when he turned around. If other people compared Hawks to Lady Nagant they wouldn't believe they are siblings at all. However, Natsuo grew up with Hawks to know that the statement is bullshit. From the way the corner of her left lip tilts down when she disagrees with something, to the way her fingers twitch as if she's thinking whether or not to attack. Hawks, even before his claws grew in, always did the same thing.  

Natsuo pulls off his mask while entering the motor home, being greeted by Emi handing him a cup of coffee, "Rough morning?"

The ice user snorts, "I really would have not liked to get out of bed this morning."

Emi smirks, "Everything going great with your 'not crush?'"

He snorts again, "More than great, I never thought he'd ever give me a chance. The issue is... well it's TMI."

"You want to fuck him."

Natsuo is almost taken aback by her words, but he remembers that her innocent face never matches her mind. Emi was a lot more than the innocent look she sports. "Maybe." His face heats up.