Jealousy || Ruikasa ~ ANGST

Unexpected Visitor!

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9:10 AM.. I'm gonna get some rest.

I shut off my phone, listening to the silence. the loudest thing in the room being my thoughts.

10:13 PM

12:52 AM

1:09 AM

I groaned, moving my body to get more comfortable.

3:38 AM

5:46 AM

8:04 AM

I can't sleep.

I'll just tell them my head hurts too bad.. i'll tell them that I can't arrive today. Saki and Mom will understand, won't they?

...

I felt my cheek.. water? oh..

I'm crying..

why?

why am I getting upset now?

he's always with her.

...

but...

♡♡♡♡♡

I got ready for school, brushing my messy purple hair. I zoned out while thinking of Tsukasa.

"—owch." I winced as I tugged on a knot, realizing I was just tangling my hair rather than brushing it.

I don't understand what happened yesterday. he was so mad, for what reason though? everything is so.. huh?

7:39 AM.

ah, crap.

school has already started.

not like it matters, i'm always late.

I ran out of my house, holding my backpack's strap. I hope he's here today.

..or do I?

I don't want to see him.

..I do though.

what, why am I still thinking about him!? he's just my friend, I have better things to worry about..

that's not true.

you know it isn't, Rui.

but...

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my stomach grumbled, and my head hurt. I was tired, I didn't want to get up.
"ugh.." I sat up, staring at the darkness of my room. everything was so disturbingly quiet.

"ow.." I felt my forehead, a cold liquid dripping on it. I think my wound reopened. I sat up to go to the bathroom, but my vision went blurry. I took loud gasp, before falling to the floor.

"w-what..?" I coughed, trying to get back up and to the bathroom. my body felt cold, and my head was so light. everything was spinning in circles. I looked in the mirror.

my face was pale, and bags were deep under my eyes.

"I should probably eat.." I stated, wiping the fluid off my forehead and placing a band aid on.

I walked over to the kitchen drowsily, opening a cabinet.

"this will work.." I grabbed something, opening the bag which was containing it.

I headed back to my room, not daring to turn my light back on.

do I go to sleep?

.. no, even if I tried, I wouldn't be able to.

I finished my snack, tossing the trash near my garbage can as I leaned my back against the wall.

this is so dumb..

why am I getting upset over this? it happened so many times before.. he's always with her, so I don't get it.. why am I upset now? nothing makes sense to me..

maybe i'll text Nene..

but she doesn't know I like him..
and what if she thinks i'm weird..?

what if she tells him?

stop.. i'm overthinking this.. she wouldn't.. right?

whatever..

it doesn't matter.

damnit, Rui.. why am I thinking about you again? I can't get you out of my mind.. ugh.

∙ [ 3:16 PM ] ∙

I got a message.

"Rui ♥︎: You didn't show up to school. Are you okay, Tsukasa-kun? I wouldn't want someone like you to be hurt."

"...If only you meant that."

I typed, hesitating before deleting my sentence.
"I'm fine, sorry for making you worry." I sighed and sent the message.

"I wouldn't want someone like you to be hurt." that text replayed in my head.

*BANGGGGG!!!*

I shot up, running into the kitchen I heard the sound from.

I looked over.

"EH?" a broken cup on the floor, and a shocked face appeared on a girl.
"SAKIII!!!!"

"I BROKKEE A CUPPP!!!" my sister cried.

"HOWW!???" I yelled, why are we yelling?

"I DONT KNOW I- I DROPPED ITTTTTT!!" she squealed, standing on the couch so she didn't step on glass.

"WELL— YOU NEED TO CLEAN IT!!"
I yelled at her, not in any sort of cutie way though.

".." she looked down. "can you clean it?? pleasseeeeeee!!" she started begging me.
I let out a sigh. I have nothing else better to do, so..

"fine—!" I was cut off by a big hug.

"THANK YOU!!" she yelled happily, running off to her room.

I could only smile as I grabbed the broom, sweeping the glass into the trash.

well, that's one way to get my mind off him.

I sat down on my couch, staring down. i'm bored.
yawnnnnn..
..and tired.

so, I went to my room. maybe i'll get some sleep.

wait, is mom home yet?

ehh.. probably not, but that's not too much to worry about right now. i'm just gonna take a nap.

I closed my eyes, listening to my breathing, my eyes slowly closing.

I heard a knock coming from our front door.

"..who's.. there?" I grumbled, getting up and rubbing my eyes. I stretched as I went to open the door..

"EHH? RUI?"

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hehe cliffhanger we love ͡◉v͡◉

tsukasa was going thru it tho⌓̈⃝⌓̈⃝

word count: 1057!!

my grammar is so bad brutha.

chapter release ever other day! ^v^ (I'll try to keep up with that)

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