Ok so this is going to be a story with multiple parts because I want it to be like friends with benefits or like to lovers and it's going to be a slow burn if you know what I mean
"I can't believe we're having another stupid party" you say flopping on your bed "I know but Carter wants to and I can't tell him no" Cristina says laying next to you, "hey how did the talk go between you and Tom" Cristina says, god I don't even want to think about him and I right now "horrible, apparently we're friends with benefits..... yayyy" you say sarcastically, "damn I'm sorry" Cristina says frowning her eyebrows "no it's fine, I mean maybe he's just not ready or maybe i scared him with the question" you say
Or maybe there's someone else in mind
"Maybe... I think everything will be okay just give him time" Cristina says, maybe she's right maybe the question was asked to soon...
Your currently getting ready for the party "ugh I don't even want to do this" you say rolling you eyes, you throw on a pair of shorts and a oversized shirt "your not even going to try with your outfit" Cristina says fixing her hair "well what do I wear I don't even want to do this" you say looking at her "here just at lease wear some shorts and a cute top, she goes in your closet and picks this.
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You put the outfit on and look in the mirror "see comfy and cute" Cristina says looking at you, you do look cute. "Okay now let's get down here and get this over with" you say opening the door, you walk down stairs and some of your friends are already there, "Omg y/n you look so cute" Lexi says giving you a fake smile. God she's so fake. "Thanks " you say before walking off.
You walk around looking for Tom, you go outside to see a group of boys talking and drinking and you spot Tom in the group, you walk up to him "hey" you say looking at him, he looks down at you "hey love" he says before giving you a hug, god you loved when he called you that, "you look cute" he says before engaging back into the conversation, you stand there for a while kinda awkwardly "oh hey bae I was looking for you" you hear a girl say, you turn to see Lexi walking up to Tom giving him a kiss on the cheek.
This is why he wasn't ready
Tom looks at Lexi and kisses her, right in your face, you feel your heart rate getting high and it's getting hard to breathe. Not a fucking panic attack not here, you hurry up and walk off trying to find Cristina, your head is spinning and you can't seem to catch your breath, you walk thought the waves of people as the room starts to spin. Oh fuck god no. You finally find Cristina and she instantly notices "oh god are you okay" she say looking at you "no I I need to go" you say, she grabs your hand and you follow her upstairs, she sets you on the bed and sets next to you "Okay now what's wrong" she say rubbing you back, "Tom and Lexi are talking again, she walked" you choked on your words and starts to sob, "and she what" Cristina says in a soft voice "she fucking kissed him and he kissed her back" you say trying to find air as you cry.
God this hurts
"What the fuck!!... I'm going to go talk to his ass for you" Cristina says getting up "no no please I don't need anymore shit" you say looking at her, she nods her head and sets with you "okay well let's watch tv then" she say turning the tv on, you and her lay down and watch tv while the party went on below y'all.
🎀I promise they won't be on bad terms for long, love y'all 🫶🎀
