𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐏𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐌𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬

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The rest of the drive to the mall was quiet except for the random singing Issac would do every know and then.

Once Landon parked the Jeep, I got out and he took Issac out of his car seat.

The mall was pretty big and I would be lying if I said I wasn't excited to go shopping.

Landon had a hold of Issac's hand and was walking next to me quietly until he actually spoke up.

"I'll take Issac to get some clothes and other things he might need, you can go get your own stuff and meet back at the food court in at 1:00" he quickly tells me

"Ok, sounds good." I tell him.

"Here, get whatever you need." He hands me a credit card. I was hesitant to take it but I then grabbed it. He then walked off with Issac

I now have about two hours to shop so this should be nice.

I quickly go to Hollister and get some jeans and cargo pants as well as some hoodies and a cute navy blue top.  

I then went to a couple of other stores like
H & M, American eagle and even Victoria Secret to which I was very anxious to go into.

I spent a lot of money and made sure to at least use my own money in a couple of stores, feeling a bit guilty on spending their money.

I then checked my phone and see it's 12:45, I decide to make a quick stop at a kids store and buy some shirts for Issac and even a collection of spider man toys,
using my own money.

I notice it's 1:00 already and make my way towards the food court. I quickly notice Landon and a hyper Issac with a spider man stuffed toy. 

"Hey, mom look what Landy bought me." He says holding up the stuff toy at me with a huge smile on his face.

I laugh at the nickname he used for Landon knowing I'll make fun of him for it .

"That's cool. Did you say thank you to Landy." I say Mac king sure to use the nickname, causing Landon rolls his eyes at me

"I did. Can we eat now?" He asks impatiently.

"Where do you guys want to eat?" Landon finally speaks up

"Chick-fil-A!" Issac yells.

"Chick-fil-A it is." Landon says making his towards it.

We sit down as Landon orders for us. I look at Issac who seems happier than he was back in L.A.

As much as I hate to say it he deserve a better life not having to worry about being able to afford things and sadly that means he should be with our brothers.

But I know I don't. I just don't fit in to this rich life style. It's to calm and quiet for me.

"Here's y'all's food." Landon puts the tray of food in the middle of table and sits down next to me