LAILA!The Late 90s Princess Of Music

waste my time

January 1994

After gathering and collecting most of my strength and energy I felt like I needed to back in the studio and release something.

Many people around me were worried and were left wondering each time they would ask a question and just get silence in return.

Enough sadness this time I felt mad and I needed to get revenge on layzie for playing with my feelings like that.

"Now honey I don't think that would be such a good idea"

My grandma kept telling me as she flipped the pancakes she was making.

"But the nigga deserve it,and you can see that yourself."

"Revenge ain't right baby,the only person to take revenge is god and only when it is necessary"

"But it is necessary"

"To you"

"Still though if layzie can cheat on me then act like nothing is wrong then so can I do something to get back at him."

"Revenge is the only way to make things worse"

She warned taking out plates to serve the pancakes she had made.

"But grandma"

"But grandma no.....don't take revenge especially if it is physical revenge "

"What?no,I'm not gonna beat him up or something I was just thinking of getting my revenge by turning it to a song"

"Now what makes that any better?"

"I'm not doing anything physical plus it will be more like.....indirect shots to him and his group"

"Now what bone thugs do?"

Cartier asked coming out the bathroom combing his hair.

"They probably knew what he was doing and maybe encouraged him to cheat more than he did and they also didn't want to do anything about it"

"But why they included in his buisness?"

"Cuz they his friends and cuz I'm Laila! "

"What that mean?"

"Laila is special and she gets what she wants so....."

"So your a spoiler brat?"

I scoffed"no I'm just saying it's either my way or a highway"

"You just doing that for the moment right?"

I nodded my head humming the words "mhmm"

"Damn what a sister I have anyway Laila did you check yo mail?"

"Nah why?"

"Cuz it's full now and I also got shit to send",

"Ey,ey,ey no cursing in this house"my grandma shouted to us plating up the food.