I feel I'm dying inside waking up everyday
so tired any sense I need new reason to stay
I could be sweet could be hot but anyway I'm cold
together with my indifference I'm getting old
living long but not happily going for nothing
just few ideas few plans and studying and working
the perfect life that's gonna be nail in the coffin
just have to wait for it holding coffee and muffin
this show has to hurt us to understand it someday
that it's deeper logic here but no one now can say
what is exactly the point or should we appreciate
the journey the time cause sacrifice is our fate
I don't wanna see it anymore simple source
which gave me wisdom suspiciousness nothing on force
but if you eat the fruit of the forbidden tree once
one truth can hurt more than a tone of thoughtless ignorance
