He was the first man in my life what I can't deny
but he seems for me like a stranger I can just walk by
blood is an excuse for those who didn't plan to care
I have my parents and don't have cause I'm asking where
he wasn't with me during first step so once upon
it made me feel I will always have to walk alone
he didn't teach me to ride a bike he won't be choosing
my first car my first word is still for him confusing
I couldn't tell him about first kiss how I was thrilled
while looking for men's attention home which I can build
even if I lived with someone he would never guess
nor one of a competitions in which I had success
could he even imagine what I will be studying
little amount of money means totally nothing
now I'm making my own but the past I won't redeem
because it was all the time me- just me without him
