Sometime I wanted to wait I knew his way was wide
and long and I was waiting still like eternal bride
now for me it's ridiculous to take someone's name
when you already know you've changed you are not the same
what exactly changed me? the thing that he was just a guest
in our together home no I wasn't obsessed
but it became clear to me he's on the other side
so what am I doing? where's my honor where's my pride?
lost ambitions I even can say more his than my
simple slave of the money which can always apply
for a new positions for which he won't have enough time
he's too optimistic telling me that I'm his prime
being inside is not being close ok was before
now it makes me disgusted a bit I expected more
than a grey life of unknown people as I can't have him
because I will loose myself let the gold fish swim
