Happiness

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-Sabrina-

There'll be happiness after you

But there was happiness because of you 

Both of these things can't be true

There is happiness

I was laying on my bed listening to sad Taylor Swift songs. I know I need to get over Barry, but I just feel bad because he said he had dirt on me, although I don't know if that's true. I don't have anything on him and I don't want to have to deal with a rumor. I don't want that at all.

Just as I was thinking that I need to get up and do something when my phone buzzes. It's a text from Alice, one of my friends. She used to be a huge carpenter, and we met once at a show and hit it off. She just graduated high school and is now going to college soon.

alice

YOOOOOOOOO

                                                                                      What?

Rowan went on a date with Shawn mendes

                                                         Really? Shocking

Dude. Ik ur jealous

                                                                I'm not at all

Ya u r

                                                              no I'm not

sure

                                                        goodbye.

alright repress ur feelings then

She was being annoying but she was right. I was kinda jealous

Buzzzz. Buzzzz. My phone started buzzing and I picked it up again. It was Rowan. I don't know why she was texting me again. Then I remembered. Oh crap. THE DISNEY THING WAS TONIGHT. HOLY SHIT. I 100% FORGOT. FUCK. I ran to my closet and grabbed the dress that I wore in the skinny dipping music video. There that was done. Crap. I don't have a date. Ugh, I'll just go without one, who cares at this point. I finally checked my text from Rowan and it said 'Can't wait 2 c u tonight!🥳' I smiled at its childishness. I loved Rowan, but I didn't exactly want to be around her tonight.

The truth is I've kept a secret since episode one of Girl Meets World. And every time I'm around Rowan, I want to tell her. But I can't tell her, or anyone. I'm not ready, and it could ruin my career. I wish everything was simpler than this. I know my secret's gonna come out someday so I guess I'll just try to keep it for now.

-Time Skip to the 'thing'-

I stepped out of the limo I arrived in with my friend Olivia. Everyone thought that we had beef after the whole Joshua Bassett situation, although it really just brought us closer. We had become friends a little bit ago, and people still thought we were mad at each other. 

People were cheering as we walked into the building along with about a thousand other people who worked with Disney. Many of them had become stars after Disney, and some had... well not. As we enter the building, we run off to our respectable casts and the hugs start.

I see Ben and August and run over to give them hugs. "Wow, Augs! You really have gotten bigger!" I say to the now 16 year old. "Ha, thanks Sabrina! You... have not." He said and we all laughed at that.  We were soon joined by Danielle and her husband, and Peyton with his girlfriend.

Corey approaches us quietly with Charlie, and I give him a small thumbs up. He smiles nervously and says "Hey guys!" We all hug him and I whisper in his ear. "Don't worry. They'll be okay with it." 

He puffs out his chest and says "Alright, everyone. This is my boyfriend, Charlie." Charlie walks up behind him and smiles at us all. "Oh that's amazing honey!" Danielle says to him and the rest all join in.  He laughs and they all start up a conversation. I look around and spot Rowan looking around too. I catch her eye and we both grin.

She starts to run over, grabbing someone's hand behind her. It was... Shawn Mendes. Right. Her... boyfriend. Of course. Who else would it be. 

I ran to her and we met in the middle with basically the tightest hug ever. When we couldn't breathe anymore,we let go and basically screamed. Shawn chuckled behind her and said "Nice to meet you, Sabrina." I just said "You too Shawn." 

We ran back to the rest of the group and joined the conversation. 

Looks like tonight wouldn't be too bad after all.

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