✨O N P U R P O S E✨

Take One

YALL. I MEAN YALL. WE HIT NUMBER ONE! Omg I might actually die. So I know you don't give a shit rn but I'm gonna yap about camp anyway. It was chill, but there was this one counselor, Nugget (Idk her real name lmao) who was SOOOOO cute. I had a huge crush on her, and that was all about camp. Anyway there's a big thunderstorm where I live and I'm just hoping I can still get WiFi to post this. Also, I got my first follower on Tuesday, and I'm actually so excited rn! Thx! 🩷

-Rowan-

I was giddy as hell right now.

Sabrina agreed to do a gmw reboot episode! I'm excited for this because A, I get to see and hang out with all my old friends again, and B, I get to see Sab! I got so excited when I saw her last night, and it felt wrong to be dancing with Shawn. That one dance we shared just felt... right. I don't know how to explain it, but the second I looked into her eyes, it was like my heart stopped. I just wanted to keep dancing, and holding her in my arms, where she fit perfectly.

"Hey Row!" 

The voice made me jump, and it took me a minute to process that it was Shawn. He slept over last night, but nothing happened. It was just too late for him to go back to his house. I also wasn't really in the mood for anything like that.

"Hey." I answered back, not nearly as excited as he sounded. I realized that he was supposed to be my boyfriend, and that I should probably be happier to see him.

He walked out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist, tight. I blushed a bit and he grinned. "U-um..." I said as I realized I was still in my PJs at 10 in the morning. He laughed and I forced a smile.

"Do you wanna go out and get breakfast? I know this place downtown."

He obviously did not know me if he thought that I was a morning person AT ALL.

"Hm? Oh, yeah, sure. Just let me get ready..." I mumbled, getting up and walking to the closet. 

-Time Skip to "breakfast"-

We sat down at a table, and a waiter came over to take our orders. 

"I'll have a croissant, please." Shawn said, as I looked at the menu.

"I'll have an omelet, thanks." I said, still tired. The waiter took our menus and walked away. I noticed Shawn watching her and made a face. He didn't see because he wasn't looking at me.

"So..." I say, trying to start a conversation.

He zipped his head back to me and flashed a grin. "Yeah?" he said, sounding not really interested. I pursed my lips and told myself to just deal with it. I was probably just too tired still.

"Well, there's gonna be a girl meets world reboot!" I smiled and waved my hands excitedly as he gave me a blank expression. Did he... not know what Girl Meets World was? The biggest point of my career? He was supposed to be my boyfriend!

A look of realization passed over his features and he gave me a smirk. "Wait... you mean that cringy, old, weird Disney channel show? Why?" He raised one eyebrow.

What!? Was he saying that he thought something that was super important to me, was weird? What? That is not how you treat someone you really care about.

"U-um, yeah... I guess. I was in it though, so." I have no idea why I was agreeing with him... maybe it was because some part of me just wanted him there. He was getting me a lot of good attention. Also, I think I might be... kinda lonely.

He laughed, loudly. "Oh, well, good for you, I guess. Anyway, where are you filming it? Do I get to see your friends again?" He put a look on his face, like one of disgust.

"I don't really have any details yet... and do you want to see my friends?" Why did he look like they made him sick or something. They were some of the best people I had ever met. They made my childhood amazing.

"Well... I like Peyton. I didn't really like the rest. They were kinda annoying and can you believe that Corey is... ugh, gay?" He said making a fake throw up noise at the end of the sentence.

I Just sat there, jaw open, eyes wide.

"You good, babe? You look like you've seen a ghost."

I set my jaw and looked him in the eyes.

"Look Shawn, you don't have to like the show I was in, you don't have to like my friends, but don't you dare be homophobic, or say anything like that again." I did not think I had that in me.

He just chuckled and said, "C'mon, I was just playing, it's not a big deal. Chill."

I glared at him an said through gritted teeth, "I will talk to you later, when I cool down. Before that, don't fucking say a Word, about any of my friends. And get Corey's beautiful name out of your disgusting mouth."

With that, I walk away, leaving Shawn with his mouth hanging wide open, and with the tab.

Guys, I literally have two amazing ideas for a first kiss. For who... well you'll see later. hheheheheehehehheehheheheheheh. Sry I've had too much sugar. Anyway comment one for the first idea, and two for the second. It will also be a surprise, you don't get to know before I write it. Also, the one that doesn't make it will be in my other book, so... It's chill.