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Despite the scars of the past, their connection remains unbroken, drawing them back to each other as they learn that true love can weather any storm.
ᡣ𐭩 𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐈 𝐱 𝐀𝐀𝐃𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐈 𝐊𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 ᡣ𐭩 .
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I woke up on the comfy mattress and stretch my shoulders. I stared at the wall clock which was hung over the wall infront of my bed , it was six in the morning, just six. "Why this day is getting longer, why the clock is moving so slower today?", i groaned in frustration.
I slept at four in the morning, i only slept for two hours. Normally it was not enough for a person like me, i am not a sleepy head but i like my sleep but today it felt like i have already slept for two days instead of two hours. Today is my wedding, the hands of the clock should work faster but they are moving as if someone is pulling them back. It should be already evening but it's only the morning. It's getting hard for me to pass a single second, i wonder how will i be able to pass the whole day without seeing her. Her........ Thinking of her a smile made it's way to my lips. I pick my phone up from the nightstand in my hands and unlock it only to find her photo from our mehndi, which i managed to secretly click when she was busy, already displaying on the full screen of my smart phone.
I mean...i am not an obsessed type of person but i was looking at this photo whole night, talking with her, admiring her beauty. She is the sole reason of my happiness today, when she came back after years, i never thought that i would ever again be able to cultivate any relationship or any feelings towards her, but seems like my feelings never died they were just hidden, hidden behind the hollow shell i created around me years ago. I know i have been the most stupid person after reacting that way, but i was going to propose her that day, and seeing her with another guy at the airport, holding hands and hugging him made my heart clench. For once i can say that i misunderstood but none of their family members were present to see them off.
With that I tossed the duvet off me and walked to the vanity mirror. I opened the drawer and took out that infinity pendant. I slightly brushed my fingers over it, i had wore this for seven years and the whole time i was thinking that it was to remind me that, not to love someone again but i was wrong during the whole period of time. I realised the real concept of wearing it when i removed it after the seven years which felt like hell to or say worse than hell to me. I wore it for the seven years because i wanted to feel her presence around me, i wanted to feel her near me, i wanted to feel her rights on me by wearing it, i wanted to feel that she was always there to claim me. Although she never had known about this, i never got the chance to gave it to her but this always remind me of her. At that time i had nothing that could remind me of her but at the same time i had everything that never let me forget her.
The air in which we once breathe together reminded me of her every single moment, the words that left my mouth reminded me of talking with her, the day reminded me of her as she had always been my sunshine, the night reminded me of her as the moon was my only friend with whom i had always talked about her. The flowers reminded me of her beauty, her delicacy. The flowing river reminded me of her hard working and always keep going nature. The stilled water reminded me of her presence of mind and her calm.
