My Gender Is Secret

26. Confession

Next Morning

You squeezed your eyes a little as you felt the warmth of sun rays on your face.
You slowly opened them and started feeling a sudden pain in your head. "Argh!"  You slightly groaned, touching your head.

You were trying to get up when your eyes widened and jaw dropped after seeing the person sleeping beside you.

"J-Joon??"  You gulped down and tried to recall last night.

"Fuck!!"  Your heart started beating faster as you remembered everything. Your brain started malfunctioning, having no idea what to do now. 'I should run from here before he wakes up!'  The only thing you thought.

"You woke up, Y/n ?" 

You heard his sleepy voice and immediately landed your eyes on him.
He got up and sat straight beside you. 'Ethereal! Such a boyfie'  That's all you could think, looking at him.

"Good morning"  He mumbled, still in his sleepy voice but with a small dimple smile. You couldn't help but feel embarrassed, recalling the past.

"Are you having a headache? Wait, let me bring medicine for you"  He got off the bed and walked to the cupboard. Your eyes didn't leave him. Looking at his messy hair, you just wanted to ruffle them. He was looking so adorable. He came back to you with medicine and a glass of water.

"Take this. You will feel better"  He said, extending his hands towards you.

You took them from him and quickly gulped down the medicine. Taking back the glass from your hand, he placed it on the nearby table. After exhaling a deep breath, he again sat next to you.

"I-I am sorry, Joon"  You said, after collecting some courage. He looked at you, tilting his head. You waited for his response but soon you heard a chuckle from him.

"If you are talking about last night then you don't have to feel sorry about anything" 

You could see him blushing which made your heart skip a beat.

"Although, you were a bit problematic but...as always, you were so cute"

His small chuckles after every sentence were causing butterflies in your stomach. Your cheeks were all flustered in embarrassment.

"Ah Joon! Can you please stop! I remember very well how I made fun of myself last night. I...*sigh*  You couldn't help but bend your head down.

He grabbed your chin and made you look at him.

"No Y/n, You didn't do anything like that. Yes, you were so drunk and causing trouble. But it was not your fault. And...to be honest, I am glad that it happened. I-I mean...you made me realise that you are only mine"

Your lips parted in shock as your heart was pounding like anything. He took a deep breath, indicating that he was preparing himself for something. Then he looked into your eyes and started speaking his heart out.

"Y/n, I... I love you. And this feeling is not recent. I am feeling this way since Hansung came into my life. Of course, it was so confusing for me knowing that I am straight then why am I feeling like this for a guy?! I even started thinking maybe I am bisexual. *chuckle* But rather than getting puzzled, I decided to go with the flow. Because each and every time I have spent with you were the happiest moments ever! I always found you so cute and adorable. And just wanted to get close to you. You always manage to build that protectiveness and possessiveness inside me. You have always been my happiness and comfort place, Y/n. Although, I already know but still I will ask... Will you be my girlfriend?"