The days went on and with Maia's birthday approaching, I went to the mall one afternoon to buy her a present.
I remember that during our previous shopping, she wanted to buy a pair of white sandals we saw in a shop. She really liked them but decided not to buy them because they were quite expensive and she was saving for something else.
Remembering this, I decided to buy them for her special day. I know Maia will appreciate it. She is always happy and grateful for whatever her friends give her.
I've witnessed it since we were in college. Every year on her birthday, I was there to celebrate with her and see how happy she was with every gift, whether expensive or not.
You know... my best friend may have a strong personality, but she is a simple girl at heart.
"Oh, this is so cute," I said when I saw a matcha squishmallow.
Matcha is Maia's favorite flavor of drink, and I can only imagine her joy once she sees this, so I decided to buy it for her as well. And while I was in line to pay, someone suddenly came up to my side.
It caught my attention, so I looked at the man next to me but didn't say anything.
"Hi," the guy greeted.
"Yes?"
He flashed a sweet smile at me. "Can I have your number?" he asked smoothly.
I knew it. Boys and their tactics.
"You're very pretty," he added. "You also have a nice figure, and I honestly think you're a good girl."
"I am," I replied, though I didn't care about his smooth talk.
The guy chuckled. "I can see it. Can I have your phone number, then?"
"I'm not interested, sir." I replied in all honesty.
"Ow," he reacted.
"Excuse me. I'll pay now," I said politely as I reached the counter.
"Yeah, yeah. All good," he said and he eventually left.
I paid for the squishmallow for my best friend and went outside. And while I was carrying the bags, I let out a sigh. I'm thinking about the boy from earlier.
I wonder if I came off as rude or disrespectful. I just don't just like the idea of being perceived as a bad person, even though I have negative feelings towards boys now.
It wasn't the first time. Even at the café, some people have tried to hit on me and ask for a date, but I always refuse. Some of them even ended up coming back as regular customers.
Their eyes are on me all the time, but since they are customers, I try to be as respectful as I can. I'm fine with it as long as they don't bother me while I'm working. I'm also grateful that they don't disrespect me as a woman.
They don't force me into anything. When I say I'm not interested, they stop bothering me. But like I said, some of them really became our regular customers.
I can see that they are good people, but I simply don't like them. I don't need a romantic relationship in my life, especially because I see each one as potentially capable of cheating one day.
Of course, I'll decline anyone. Why not?
Boys will always be boys. I've been a fool before, and I'm not going to be one anymore. I'm done with being stupid. I don't want my heart to be broken again. It's too scary.
"Sir, how much po ito?" I asked the guy inside the shop, referring to the glasses I saw. It's very beautiful and suited me well.
Right now, I'm on FaceTime with my mom. I'm asking for her opinion on whether it looks good on me or not. I want to make sure my money won't be wasted if the glasses don't make me look nice.
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The Beauty of Love
RomanceAdelaide once believed in the magic of love, but heartbreak has made her question its existence. She wonders if true love really exists or if it's just a complete lie. As she faces the ups and downs of love, she struggles to find hope again because...