𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐄𝐋 - ᴄ.ᴛ

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playground love
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A couple days had passed and Evara had assumed she was getting ghosted by Callum. She texted him a few times a day, It started off with

"Hey, Goodmorning" - Thursday, 7:23am

"Hey" - Saturday, 9:16 pm

"Gm" - Sunday, 11:18 am

"Is everything okay?" - Today 3:15 pm

She understood he was always busy with work but she was getting a little worried, there was no way he didn't pick up his phone atleast once and see her message. She figured he was drunk and lying when he said he didn't do one night stands. He looked like an example of a one night stand, He had everything the looks and the money, she couldn't think of one thing he didn't have. She felt like he was too good for her, there he was with everything while she searched for just something, even if it was one thing. It was disruptive for her being around him sometimes she'd get caught in her head and wonder why he even picked her up from that bar, why he wanted to see her again?

He could've been out with a woman more like him.

More money, lighter skin, more class, and a good stable job.

Evara opened the cabinet door in the bathroom as the cold tile floor woke her up a little more, she moved herself to the tip of her toes reaching a mysterious small red bag. She grabbed it as it fell into the sink. She opened the bag as a sandwich bag full of cocaine fell out of the bag, Evara gasped.

"Fuck..." she sighed.

She immediately put it back in the red bag by she stopped, she froze.

She scanned the empty bathroom one more time hoping to not hear Madeline make her way out of bed. She then quickly opened the bag, she took the hotel card out the bag instantly shoved the card down some in the bag filled with white powder, she picked some up on the card and snorted it up quickly through her nose. At this moment she felt sad but once it hit her and got in her system she felt like her old self.

She felt happy again, maybe a little too happy to the point where she skipped work to stay at the hotel with Madeline. She didn't want Madeline to be upset with her for touching her set and finding it but they both ended up finishing half of the bag together, Madeline was going back and forth with the liquor and the white filled bag. Evara hadn't been on whatever was in the bag in a while so just 3 snorts had her out, She couldn't keep up with Madeline before she left the hotel to get alcohol. When Evara came back Madeline's mouth was foaming and she kept her eyes shut trying to get them to maintain down instead of rolling back.
Evaras heart dropped, she was half way confused and high herself.

"Mads...ha- come on" She laughed jolting her around. Madeline sat there with the same expression on her face as Evaras face dropped.

"Hey, Hey Mads" she spoke Evara rushed to the window opening it she pulled the light lounge sweater off her body and attempted to give her CPR.

Evaras Adrenaline was running faster than her heart, her eyes were bloodshot open as she's never had to do this before. Her hands became sweaty as she started to feel sweat develop on her forehead, all she could think about was keeping Madeline alive for atleast just this once. Evara stared shaking as her world was spinning everything around her was just black as she continued jamming her hands hardly together against Madeline's chest near her heart. Madeline's eyes then turned widely opened as she took a big breath in Evara moved off of her quickly as Evaras heart pasted quickly in shock of what just happened.

"Fuck Mads.." Evara exclaimed

Madeline instantly hurled and placed the back of her hand on her mouth. She instantly started to hurl as Evara took paper bag filled with liquor and dumped it upside down placing the bag quickly infront of Madeline as the bottle of alcohol dropped onto the bed softly.
Evara wiped her tears off her cheeks as Madeline vomited loudly and hurled.
Evara wiped her hands against her back pockets of her jeans feeling the light layer of sweat dissolve into her jeans as she licked her lips still tasting her salty anxious tears. She bit her lower lip taking her jacket off along with her shoes, Madeline's loud vomit groans filled the hotel room as Venice hid in this liter box.

Evara sighed.

She just wondered when things were gonna get better when was she gonna show everyone what she was really capable of. She had that feeling in her gut again, the loneliness that eats her alive and shreds her apart. All she thought about was Callum and her mom, she wished that she had more people to think about that cared and loved her even if Callum was faking it the whole time just to play with her feelings it felt nice having someone around.
Evara glanced at Madeline who miserably lied against the headboard throwing up the drugs. Evara then glanced at her phone that had vibrated, it was him after all.