Good Morning Greetings {PhAn} [Completed]

Lovable

I take a deep breath in and exhale out. The flat was quiet. Phil had left a couple minutes ago to meet up with a friends.

I mean, of course he has friends other than me.

I sigh. It was very, very quiet. The cool air from the fan by my bed hums. I find myself toying around with my phone, flipping it back and forth and throwing it into the air to catch.

It was boring without Phil.

I could surely survive a few hours without him. I've survived a month without him, so a few hours wouldn't hurt.

But where exactly would I be without Phil?

Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no. You are not going to have an existential crisis here. Not now.

My life would be boring. I'd finish that degree in law and be the boring lawyer no one cares about. No one would know me. I still wouldn't have a best friend.

Everything would be meaningless.

Everything already is meaningless. What am I supposed to do about my life? I'm not good for anything.

No one likes me. My parents weren't even worried when I said I'd be moving in with a man four years older than me.

Phil probably doesn't like me either. He must hang out with me so it doesn't look bad. It would look really bad if we stopped talking all of a sudden. Really bad for him.

That's why he went out. And I'll be alone again. My life will be useless again. I'll get that stupid degree and be a stupid lawyer. I won't have any purpose.

But wait.

That's not what's wrong.

What's wrong is simple.

Phil's going to leave me alone.

He's going to leave me all by myself with no idea how to go on.

I'll be nothing.

Hey! I know I don't usually do an author's not and all, but I felt like you guys needed an explanation for such a short chapter. It's not as if I lost absolute desire to write more. It's because this is the twelfth chapter.

And since this fanfiction is a 'Baker's Dozen,' I consider the twelfth chapter having to be the shortest.

The thirteenth will be much longer, and it will be the very last one. And it'll also be super dramatic and cheesy. Like 'OMG UR MY BAE AND ILY SO PLS IGNORE THE FACT THAT I KILLED UR MOM' dramatic and cheesy. Okay, maybe not that bad.

But like, there is a horrible kissing scene in there. It was weird to write... how do people write more explicit stuff if I can't even write about two people kissing/making out/sucking faces?

Sigh.

So yes, this is meant to only be about 300 words long.

And that's because of my own selfish reasons. Gotta stay with my new aethstetic that literally only applies to 'phan'-fiction.

That's it! Bye!