Loving to Hate Him (Completed)

Chapter 20

Trishka POV

Oh freak, Atharva really loves me ?

I would not have believed him but when I looked into his eyes and heard his perception I want to believe him. He left that day and only came back to talk to his parents regarding this.

His parents blamed him owing to his phone call and how he vanished for weeks before that. He did not breathe a word out regarding my feelings rather he stood there taking the blame

His mom: Atharva, you vanished for so many weeks and you say those bitter words to Trishka. Now, you are filing for a divorce, what kind of confused person are you ? You love her dont you ? When she was gone you were miserable. Now, you have her as a spouse and you cannot even be patient and try to woo her ? 

Atharva: It is not possible mom, im done 

His mom: Seriously ? You are done ? Look at her Atharva, she is that same baby girl who you were waiting to play with when you were a child. She is the same little girl who made you upset when she refused to be your friend. You went crazy when she did not acknowledge you. She was a little girl and yet her actions affected you so much that you started picking little fights with her to get her reaction. You were so jealous when she was sweet to every one but you ..

Atharva: That was in the past mom

His mom: But you loved her so much and got excited to meet her after years. You did not even care about her past until you had her with you. What changed ?

Atharva: It is just the way it is mom ...

His mom: I cannot believe you are my son. You already knew she was upset and heart broken. I told you then it would be a bumpy road but was so proud you love her so much only find out you are so impatient .. You let me down, if you divorce her you will lose us too

Me: Its not his fault mom 

Atharva glared at me, he was ready to sacrifice himself but I did not want that

Me: It is my fault mom

His mom: What ?

Me: This is a act 

Atharva: Trishka, just shut up okay ?

Me: No, you should not take the blame. Mom, he loves me so much to take the fall, its all my fault. I am too shattered and hurt with my past. He heard me confronting my dad regarding how I thought he was the guy for me even after his dark days and the fact that I left India because of his words in the past.

I wiped my flowing tears and continued

Me: I am not over it and I dont know if I will ever forgive him to accept him, trust him as a friend. I am still not over the fact that while I was still not over the broken engagement and my truth, everybody took decisions for me. He heard that and he is trying to get me the freedom. He was trying to help me and let me go ...Its not his fault 

His mom went to Atharva and slapped his face affectionately like a mother does

His mom: You really love her so much to let her go ?

He had tears in his eyes but he never said anything. She came and stood in front of me.

His mom: You are yet to forgive him for the past, you were angry that he proposed to you and yet why dint you let him take the fall for this ? You wanted freedom, everybody was on your side. He made a mistake in the past then why dint you let him go under the bus ?

I dint have answer for that 

His mom: Leave the present, you guys fought like cats and dogs in the past then why did you take the bullet for him ?