Mitsuri & Obanai x Chubby Reader. Insecurities

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Request : If you're up too it can you write some mitsuri x Obanai x reader with maybe a chubby reader ^^!! If not ignore this wish you well

(Trigger warning: self deprecation, self body shaming, negative self talk/image. [this is mostly my thoughts that I've had towards myself and based on my experience])
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You had always been insecure about your body. Compared to Mitsuri and Obanai, you felt ashamed of yourself. You never ate as much as Mitsuri but you ate more than Obanai. You hadn't always been chubby. You remembered that you were skinny as a child, so much so you were called a twig. You don't really know what changed, but eventually you found yourself having gained weight. Originally you struggled to maintain a healthy weight and now it seemed like no matter what you did, you couldn't get rid of your fat.

You couldn't even look yourself in the mirror. You hated yourself. You made sure to hide this from Mitsuri and Obanai. You don't know what they see in you. Maybe they only want you around because.... Because why? Why are you here. Both Mitsuri and Obanai are so pretty and they make such a beautiful couple, they're both strong, but where do you fit in? What could you possibly do for them that they can't already do? You shouldn't be here, you shouldn't even be aliv... tears. You're crying. You hate yourself so much, your cover your eyes and sob.

Unknown to you, Obanai stood outside the room, listening to your sobs. Mitsuri had been coming around the corner and was about to greet him when he turned to her with a finger over where his mouth, his other hand pointing at the door. Mitsuri walked over and heard your sobs. With tears in her own eyes she covered her mouth and looked at Obanai. "You stupid, fucking pig! Look at yourself, you might as well have a curly tail cause you're fat like a goddamn pig.... I'm so fucking ugly" they heard you say to yourself. Obanai had a look of shock and Mitsuri one of horror.

"I shouldn't even be alive! Why the hell am I even alive" You yelled as you sobbed, not aware of the two people listening. Mitsuri couldn't take it anymore and ran into the room and wrapped her arms around you. "Wahhh! I'm so sorry! I didn't know you felt this way! I'm so sorry, please don't say such things, they hurt my heart!" Mitsuri wailed as she hugged you.

"Mitsuri is right. You shouldn't say such horrible things about yourself. You want to know why you're alive? You're alive because we love you. You're the one thing we know will always be here for us. Mitsuri and I could die at any time fighting demons, but knowing that you're here, that we have such a wonderful person at home waiting for us. It makes us fight that much harder to come home." Obanai said as he sat down beside you and rubbed your back.

"Obanai's right! We absolutely love you and you're the one constant in our lives that we can depend on. You take such good care of us, you always cook me such yummy food! How could we ever not love you?" Mitsuri cried as she squeezed you tight.

You wiped your eyes and looked at them. They both looked at you with such love filled eyes. They truly adored you. "Why didn't you tell us you were feeling this way?" Mitsuri asked. "I didn't want to be a burden on you guys, you both risk your lives and my worries are selfish compared to what you guys see and deal with" you replied. "Nonsense, you're feelings are important to us, don't you dare ever hold them back from us. If something is bothering you, tell us." Obanai demanded. He wiped the tears from your eyes and looked at you so softly. "We love you, don't you dare ever question it, understand?" He looked you straight in the eye. "Yes" you replied.

Obanai grabbed your hand and held it to his mouth before giving it a gentle kiss through his bandages. "You're ours, understand. It's our job to take care of you, just as it is your job to care for us, if I see you trying to hide your feelings from us again there will be consequences understand?" Obanai threatened. "What kind of consequences?" You asked. Mitsuri smiled and hugged you as Obanai blushed as his face turned red. "We-we'll make you love yourself, we'll force you to be kind to yourself!" Mitsuri cheered. "And if that doesn't work, we'll force you to endure endless pleasure until you learn to be kind to yourself." Obanai threatened.

You smiled and hugged them both, "I love you both so much. Thank you" you thanked them as they hugged you back. "Now c'mon. Let's go make dinner. I'm so hungry and food always makes me feel better!" Mitsuri tugged you with her and led you towards the kitchen as Obanai followed. You smiled and held Mitsuri's hand. You feel so loved, they love you so much, guess you are worth something after all. Why else would you be loved so deeply by these guys.

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