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＜𝙰𝚞𝚏 𝚆𝚒𝚎𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚑𝚎𝚗＞𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝙰 𝙻𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚃𝚘 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝙴𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚏𝚞𝚕

*𝘈𝘶𝘧 𝘞𝘪𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦𝘩𝘦𝘯*

Landon found Viktor sitting alone in an office, "Mind if I come in?"

Viktor turned and shook his head, "I don't."

Landon walked in, closing the door behind him as he went to sit next to Viktor. "So, defeating the apocalypse. That's a big one." He started as Viktor smiled.

"For once, it wasn't only me." He said, making Landon smirk.

"Yeah, pretty much."

Landon took a sip of his drink as Viktor spoke up, "What did you mean earlier?" Landon turned to him, "Up in the bedroom."

Landon gave him a soft smile, "We don't always get what we want?"

Viktor nodded, "What did you always want?"

Landon sighed as he sat back, "You remember the crushes we had on each other?" Viktor turned a bit red, smiling and nodded. "I wanted to live with you once we were able to move out of the academy. Have a life with one of my favorite people in this world. But then problems arose," He said, referring to Ben's death. "That caused us all to separate and eventually to leave on our own."

Viktor watched him as he explained, "Then you wrote the book, which I wasn't the biggest fan of," Viktor frowned slightly, "Since I was reading the pain that you felt. I was upset that I didn't realize how bad it was." Viktor's frown dropped as he looked at Landon with a genuine smile, "I wanted to reach out, but something told me not to. Cause' it didn't feel right. Then dad died a couple years later, and we reunite completely. Almost all of us. The Umbrella Academy."

He turned to Viktor, "I knew I wanted to connect with you again, but not like before since I was with Rose." Viktor nodded, understanding. "And then when I broke things off with her, you were with Peabody. Then our first apocalypse was happening, I couldn't focus on love. And then we got trapped in the sixties."

Viktor looked down at his glass as both of them remembered. Landon glanced up, "We both found people we truly loved, and we wanted to stay with them. But then." He stopped as Viktor nodded.

"We don't always get what we want." Viktor answered as Landon nodded.

"It's funny how I first thought this from my experience of liking you." Viktor looked at him as Landon smiled, "After leaving, I thought of that. We can never get what we want. Because for so long, I wanted to be with you. Ever since I was six."

"Really?"

"Then again, that was the kid mind. I started gaining the feelings at ten." Viktor then nodded, as Landon leaned back, thinking. "But yeah, for as long as I remember, I wanted to be with you. But when I couldn't, I was hurt. I then found comfort in Rose, but it didn't feel right. Yet I ignored it 'cause I thought she was the one." He glanced at Viktor, "I was wrong." Viktor chuckled, Landon joining, "Then when I was finally thinking straight, I broke things off. Then love was out of my thinking since survival was first."