Chapter: 1
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You walked inside the hell hole you were raised in careful not to make a noise as you slowly crept up the stairs, the old and dusty stairs creaked under your weight as you held your breath getting ready to fall any moment since the stairs were literally falling apart (well not literally but you know what i mean) Thankfully you were able to successfully go up without falling off the stairs and suffer a concussion or whatever.
You were just about to open your door when a familiar hyper pair of footsteps could be heard in your brothers room. The footsteps stopped near his door before he flung his door open revealing your brother literally beaming with happiness almost jumping to be exact, "N/N!!" He squealed as he hugged you jumping around while doing so, "How come you didn't tell me you won another match!? With you as the top scorer as well!" He said as you let you go giving to time to regain your breath and calm down
You leaned your back on the wall for support trying to regain your breath from the tight hug your brother just gave you, "I didn't wanna sound like im rubbing it in your face...thats all sorry" You said sheepishly looking to the side in embarrassment, "how'd you know anyway?" you asked again making him give you a eye closed smile, "teachers" he just said making you roll your eyes...of course it was them...good riddance
You shrugged him off as you gave a thumbs up, "Im taking a quick break see ya" You said as your brother remained there unmoving for a bit still beaming with happiness. You hummed quietly as you entered your room, you plopped yourself down on your bed as you stared at the ceiling in silence...when suddenly it was interrupted by your brother entering again, "knock before you come in I already told you"
"N/N~" Your brother stretched out your nickname in a whiny voice as he took a seat next to you making you side eye him, "Lets play togetherrr i wanna see how much you've improvedddd~" he said with his infamous puppy eyes which you of course were unable to ignore. You groaned loudly before you stood up stretching, "Fine get up lets go" You said as he gleamed with happiness
Time skip~
__________It was already late in the evening when you and your brother finished playing, your brother was laying on the ground panting while you were sitting on a nearby rock drinking water,"damn I didn't know you were that good N/N" your brother said breaking the silence
"I wouldn't say im that good" you replied after you finished the water in one gulp making your brother pout, "OI! Don't say that! your waaaaayyyy better than me I couldn't even score 5 goals with you around!" He said with some teasing in his words making you side eye him
You laughed at your brothers pouty face as his pout grew more visible, but soon even your brother couldn't contain his laughter as you two laughed together enjoying the moment of you two together...
Because who knew that maybe have been the last time you saw him...
You wiped the tears off your puffy eyes with your jacket's sleeves which was completely soaked from your tears...ever since he gone away your life has been hell...a living nightmare, Like A LITERAL NIGHTMARE
More beatings and scoldings and a more or less bitter life...you missed him, why did he leave? he was your only friend the only one who understood you...
You felt more tears well up in your eyes as you wiped away the remaining ones...you wanted...no...needed a escape, soccer wasn't something that you wanted to be forced to play it was something you wanted to enjoy. But ever since your dad found out he has been forcing it on you to make him proud and happy...
But all you wanted was freedom a place where you could spread your wings freely...every human being needed their freedom and you were no different...
Your mind was slowly filled with the days when you and your brother were together...You regretted being so rude and so grumpy to him all the time...all he wanted was for you be happy and feel loved and yet you thought he was trying too hard to be your best friend...Why didn't you understand?...Now you lost the only person who loved you...
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Sorry for this very cringe chapter it's my first book so I'm not very used to this stuff yet but I'll get better eventually I hope*-*
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