I love you until i die

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Yeaahh new chapter agaiiinn!!🫶🏻

Sarah pov -
It's midnight and Im trying to find any social media accounts from Ally but nothing I can't understand how isn't she in anywhere all she has is her phone number. Until I notice that I have gotten a new like on my post and I didn't recognize the profile so I checked it. They didn't have any photos. I look at the name "A11yyy". Then the profile picture. Just some mirror photo where you can't even see the face. I took a screenshot and sent it to Ally. "Is this you?" I type her too. I look at the clock and it's almost 2am, oh shit. I put my phone down and turn the lights off.

I wake up panicking. Because I didn't wake up to my alarm and it looks like day in out. Double shit. I take my phone from the table and look the clock. Triple shit. It's already 12am. My school will end in two hours. I call my mom and say that I overslept. Then I look messages I have gotten from Ally. "Yeah that's me:)" and "Wait why aren't you at school today is everything okay?" I start typing fast that everything is fine and I just forgot to put my alarm on. "Oh okay so can you hang out today?" She types back. I wonder has she done anything at school, probably not. "Yeah you can come to my place and you can sleep over if you want to." I send and lay back to my bed. "Yeaah sure my mom doesn't care." She send and I really do wonder what kind of mother she actually has. "Can I come now I actually do not wanna be here?" She sends. "Okay I'll be waiting you at the buss stop." I send and start putting some clothes on. My room isn't even a mess. I kicked all the clothes from the floor to under my bed. Then I put the shoes on and leave. I live in a suitable sized house. It looks just fine. I start walking to the buss stop. When i got there I see Ally standing at the buss stop. I started smiling as I see her. "Heyyy!" I shouted to her and hugged her as I got closer. "Hii how is the sleepyhead?" She says as she laughs a little. I just smirk at her. "Uumm do you mind if I smoke?" She says as we start walking. "No, no I don't." I say and look at her. "Where did you even get cigarettes?" I ask confused. She just looks at me and put one cigarette on her mouth and lights it. "From my mom." She finally answered me. "She smokes and doesn't even notice if one pack is missing." She continued and smiled to me. We walked slowly to my house. When we get there Ally breathed in and out last of the cigarette and then throws it to the ground. I get my keys and open the door. "You can leave your shoes here." I say and point the floor. Ally just mumbles something and takes her shoes off. We walk to my room. "So how long your parents are somewhere?" She asks and sits on my bed. "Uum Im not even sure I think they will be back next week." I say and open my calendar app. "Yeah they're back in next week." I say again and close my phone. "Okay, are you usually home alone?" Ally asks and looks just at me. "Yeah my parents have lots of work so I don't have a choice, but it isn't even bad I like being on my own." I say and smile. "But how you don't have any social media like I have look everywhere and all I could find was your Instagram account and you haven't even uploaded anything in there." I ask and I mean it how is that even possible. "I do have TikTok too but I don't upload videos to it." She just says like it's the most normal thing. "But I know you are literally everywhere." She continues and smiles. "You little stalker!" I laughed and she just smiles to me. We just yap about next holiday and how fast this year has gone and it Christmas in like two months. "It's actually crazy how fast this year has gone like yeah I don't complain but wow." I say and she just nodded. "Are you gonna stay over the night?" I ask her and noticed that she was in her own thoughts. "Ally?" I ask again and tap her elbow. She jumps a little when she wakes from her thoughts. "Oh sorry I just got little lost in my thought. What did you say?" She says little embarrassed. "No worries I do that a lot too, but do you wanna sleep over here?" I ask her and smile because she's actually kinda cute. "Yeah sure I wouldn't even wanna go home because my mom is probably drunk again." I say and realize how bad that actually sounds. "How is it actually live with your mother I have told you as much as I can about my family and you haven't told me anything?" I say and she goes totally silent immediately. "Well what can I tell my mom is a drunk and sometimes a drug user, I don't have a dad and I actually don't know lot about my family." She starts telling after a long silence. "My mother was addicted to heroine when my dad died and went to rehab a year later. She was there like a year and she has been back for a year now and her drinking problem has grown and Im not even sure if shes back yo using drugs." She stops talking for a moment and takes a deep breath. "I sometimes miss my dad but he wasn't a really good person either, he had problems with drugs and alcohol too. He died for overdose." She stops talking and looks like she is very close to tears up in front of me. "Can I hug you?" I ask and she just nods. I lean closer and just held her for moment. I feel the warmth of her body next to me and it makes me smile a little. Ally gets up and wipes her eyes. "Im sorry." She says and looks down like she has to be ashamed. "You don't have to apologize If you ever need a hug Im here." I say and put my hand on her shoulder. "I know I just haven't ever cried in front of someone." She says and looks at me. "I am sure you don't like people pitying you but Im sorry for everything you have gone through." I say and she just laughs a little. "Everyone says that to me." She just says and gets up. "Let's do something I don't like being sad." She says and takes my hands and pulls me out of my bed. "Like what this town doesn't even have a shop near my house." I smile to her how excited she could get so fast. "I don't know let's do something fun." She says and starts to jump around. "Do you drink?" I say when I can't think of anything else. She looks at me like she wouldn't never guessed that I would ask something like that. "Hell yeah I drink." She says and smiles to me. We walk to the kitchen and start looking for alcohol. When we found my parent's little secret hiding spot we took one bottle of vodka and Ally took one shot bottle of raspberry vodka. She opens the tiny bottle and takes all of it in one gulp. "Let's go out side I know one spot where we could hang out." I say and take the vodka bottle and get up. We put our shoes on and hoodies  so we won't freeze out there. I put the bottle in my hoodie and we open the door. It 9pm so it's getting little dark out here. The weather is pretty good. We both have long jeans and thick hoodies. I lead Ally to the spot I know. It's in the woods a cliff where you can see like the trees of the forest and it looks pretty. We walk a little further to the forest and i see the spot. "Oh this is nice." Ally says as she looks down to the forest. We both sit down and open the bottle. We start drinking and talking about everything. I can feel how the alcohol makes me feel like I am on a cloud. I feel free and like I am gonna live forever. I am not a drinker I actually don't drink. I have been drunk for like only few times. But I bet that Ally does drink often. "How often do you drink?" I asked her and she started to think about it. "I don't drink often like once a week maybe." She says like it's nothing serious. I don't wanna say anything to her because she actually seems like that isn't much. We continue talking and the bottom of the bottle seems to get closer. I know that Im drunk and Ally is even more. I feel how the weather is getting colder and it very dark out here. "Let's go back to my place it's getting dark and cold." I say and help Ally get up. I sip the rest of the vodka and throw the bottle just somewhere. We walk slowly back to my house. When we get there I try to open the door when I just feel how the world is spinning around and my hands are shaking. When I finally get the door open I hear laughing behind me and I look at Ally who is laughing. "Get in god dammit." I just laughed to her and pulled her inside. I closed the door and tried to get out of my shoes. It was actually hard and I don't even wanna know what did I look like. When Im finny free from my shoes I walk to my room where Ally is already. She is just standing in the middle of my room. "What are you doing?" I ask and smile to her. I don't know what is wrong with me but as I got drunk Ally seems more cute and pretty. What is wrong with me. "Where do I sleep?" She ask and turns around and looks at me. "You can sleep next to me I have big bed or I can go to sleep in the sofa." I say and start taking off my jeans. I saw that she got pretty red pretty fast. "Uumm I can sleep next to you, you don't have to go there." She says pretty panicked and I don't know why is that. I throw my jeans to my closet and take my pajama pants. "You can take clothes from my closet you don't probably wanna sleep on those." I say and take off my hoodie and top too. I notice Ally is trying to look away hardly when Im only on my bra. "Okay thank you." She says and takes shorts out of my closet and changes those. I put my big T-shirt and jumped to the bed. I went close to the wall so Ally has her own space too. "Can you go and put all the lights off in the house?" I ask and look at Ally. "Yeah of course." She says and smiles to me. When she leaves I start thinking again it's actually funny that I got a friend good as Ally in so short time. Im so happy that we became friends. When she comes back she looks at me. "Do I close the door?" She asks and holds the door handle. "If you want." I just say and go under the blanket and watch as Ally close the door and comes to the bed with me. "Good night." I say and take a good position and ready to sleep. "Good night." Ally says and I can feel her warmth on me. What is I have feeling for her? No it's just the alcohol that makes me think about things like this. I didn't want to think about anything anymore so I just tried to fall asleep. I could hear that Ally is sleeping by now. I turn around and just look at her. Her face is covered with her brown short hair what look black in the darkness. Her body going up and down when she breathes slowly and carefully. She looks so calm and relaxed. How so small girl has gone through so much shit in her life. I feel like I wanna take care of her. I put my hand around her body and fell asleep hugging her.

So this part was little more longer so hope you like it. Im in a writing mood so I will update as much as i can!!
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