I love you until i die

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Hiii so next chapter this soon Im excited:3 But I live writing and I have the motivation too so here it comes!!

Sarah pov:
I woke up to feel someone breathing down on my neck. I open my eyes slowly and look down. I see the beautiful girl Ally. We are both naked and her arms are around my waist. Her head is next to mine. I can't describe how beautiful she is and how happy I am to lay here with her. I wrap my arms around her and hug her tightly. I smell her hair. I just lay her next to me for a good time. It been about an hour and I can feel how she is waking. "Good morning." I whisper in to her ear. She looks at me shocked. "Where the fuck are your clothes?!" She screams and gets up quickly. Panic attacks me so fast that I could pass out. "Where the fuck are my clothes?" She shouted. She gets out of the bed and starts to look for her clothes and dress ups. "Im so sorry we got way too drunk last night." I start to explain panic. I can't feel my body. I do think know what the fuck I can say. When she is dressed up she just looks me for a moment and says "What the fuck has happened." She says like she doesn't have enough voice to say louder. "I am so sorry I don't even know my self." I try to say and I just hope that this is just a bad dream and I'll wake up soon. She just runs to the hallway and puts her shoes on fast as she can. I can hear the door slam as she disappears. I start to cry hysterically. "FUCK!" I scream and punch the bed. What the fuck should I do now. Why did I fuck things up. She was the only one had. I get up and put some clothes on too. I walk to the kitchen and take the first alcohol bottle I could find and drink that. "FUCKING FUCK!" I scream and I collapse on the floor with vodka bottle on my hand. I take my phone out of my pocket and try to find Ally's number. I start to type a message the I think what the fuck I am even gonna say? "Im so sorry this won't happen ever again I swear I just can't lose you." I send the message and start tapping my fingers to the floor nervously. "You are the only one I have I don't have anyone without you." I send that too. I drink more of the bottle. I close the phone and try to get up. I managed to keep the balance and put the bottle on the kitchen counter. I walk back to my room and go back to sleep. I don't wanna wake up again ever.

Ally's pov:
I run fast as I can to the buss stop. I can feel how my lungs are screaming. I don't stop running. I feel so good at the same time. It feels like my problems disappear faster as I run faster. When I get to the buss stop I just collapse to the ground. I breathe heavily. Why the fuck did I run. I do like Sarah but I don't wanna admit that. I take a cigarette and put it on my mouth. I light it. What the fuck am I gonna do? She actually is my only friend. I wanna cry. I can feel how my phone buzzed and I take it out of my pocket. It's Sarah. Im so sorry this won't happen ever again I sweat I just can't lose you." Was the first message. "You are the only one I have I don't have anyone without you." Was the second. I don't know what the fuck am I supposed to answer. Yeah I don't have anyone else than her too. I get up and think. "Can we talk?" I text to her and I don't get reply. Fuck this. I see the buss coming and I hop to that.
When I get home she hasn't responded I get little worried. I see my mom standing in the kitchen. "Hi mom." I say and throw my shies somewhere and walk to my room. I get so fucking angry just out of nowhere. Why the fuck did I leave she won't wanna talk to me ever again. I start throwing stuff everywhere. I throw all my clothes out of the closet out and all my stuffed animals on the ground out of mu bed. All that I could find I throw on the ground. I collapse to the floor and punch the floor. I hate myself. My mom walks into my room. She looks at me, my room and then again me. "Getting bad again?" She asks quietly. I just nod. I wanna beat her up, I wanna beat someone up. She walks to me and bends down. "If this doesn't stop we have to go to the doctor again." She whispers to my ear and hugs me. I start crying. I don't wanna be me. We stayed the first a while and I can't feel anything. Like the world has stopped. I feel little tingle on my arm. My mom picks me up and carries me to the living room and lays me down to the couch. And walks back to my room. Then I fall asleep.
When I woke up I look the clock thats on the wall. It's almost afternoon. I can't get out of the couch I am so tired. I see how mom walks towards to me. "Oh honey." She says quietly. "Im sorry." I whisper and close my eyes. We were quiet for a long time. "Get up." She says. I literally cannot I'm so fucking tired. "Mom I'm tired I need some sleep." I whisper I feel like I don't have enough energy for my voice. I close my eyes.
The next day I woke from my bed. I look around as much as I can while laying. My room is clean. All the mess I have made is cleaned up. I close my eyes again and fall asleep.

Sarah pov:
I have been trying to text to Ally for the last night and this morning she just doesn't answer. Why did I fall asleep. If she doesn't show up to school tomorrow I am gonna get sick from worrying.
It's been five hours and she hasn't responded. Im gonna lose my mind. I put my shoes on. I have to know if she is okay. I start to walk to the buss stop. The buss ride felt like eternity. When I finally get to the right buss stop I start running to her house. I do maybe remember where she lives. When I get to the right apartment I start to run walk the stairs to the right floor. And there it is her door. I knock and wait for a response. I waited for a while. Then her mother opens the door. "Hi who you are?" She asks and she really does look very tired. "Hi, I am Ally's friend Sarah." I start. "I came here cause she hasn't answered so I was kinda worried when had a little argument last day." I continue and she just looks at me. "Yeah okay Im not sure if she has woke up yes but you can come inside." She says and opens the door fully. I come inside and take off my shoes. I walk into her room and I see her lying on her bed. Im not sure if she is awake. I close the door half way through. "Hey, are you awake?" I ask quietly so if she is actually asleep she wont wake up. "Mmhh." She murmurs quietly. She looks like a mess. "Are you okay, I'm so sorry about yesterday." I start to tell her and she just mumbles something. "Im tired." She says and closes her eyes again. I hear as someone comes to the room too. "Is that normal?" I ask her mother and she just looks at her. "Yeah." She sighs. "She probably won't leave the bed today so you can leave if you want to." She says and leaves the room. I sit next to Ally. I lay next to her and just listen her heartbeat and breathing. "Im sorry." She says so quietly that I can barely hear her. We lay the whole day in her bed. I just look at my phone the half of the time. Some point of evening I fall asleep too.

So this wasn't long as the other chapters but I think this was pretty good and I am gonna create a good lore. Byeee!!
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