I love you until i die

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Yeahh new part!!! Yippee!! I don't actually have anything to say at the start but yeah enjoy!
AND aim writing this to just to myself so i remember but in this story is now like October:3 nothing more byee!!

Ally's pov:
As we are walking to the bus stop I can't stop thinking about everything that has happened in so short time. Me and Sarah are together now and I am pretty happy about it but at the same time Im scared that this is going to end like my last relationship. When me and my last boyfriend were together I wanted to kill my self so badly. Our relationship was pretty good for a month and then something happened he just changed. He blamed me for everything. He was so angry and it felt like he just blowed everything on his life to me. Every problem he had was suddenly my fault. I don't wanna talk about it but I feel like I have to talk about it to Sarah so she can understand me better. We have been just standing at the bus stop and waiting the bus in silence. "Is it okay to your mom that I stay at your place this night?" She ask out of sudden. I look at her for a moment. "Yeah, she doesn't care that much as long as Im happy she doesn't care." I say and smile. She nods and smiles to me. I don't know how someone this beautiful girl would ever like me. The way her dirty blonde hair lays on her elbows and when the wind blows her hair moves a little. "What are you looking at?" She asked and laughed a little. I just smile and don't answer anything. When the bus finally comes we hop on and take seats at the back.

When the bus comes to the right stop we push the stop button and get up. The walk to her house wasn't that long. We walked in total silence but it wasn't awkward I enjoyed the silence when I could just think without someone constantly interrupting me. She seemed like she didn't mind the silence either. When we got to her house she took all her school stuff in her room. "I'll go talk to my mom you can wait in the hallway." She says and walks to the living room with her backpack. I can't really hear anything they are talking. At some point I can hear foot steps coming from the living room. "So this is Ally." Sarah says smiling. Her mom looks at me and Sarah and again me and Sarah. "Okay, hi it's nice to meet you." She says and smiles to me. They talk about something before we leave. "Bye mom." She says before we leave and waives to her. I just wave and smile. "She's nice." I just say as we walk the steps down. "Yeah, she is nice when she's at home." Sarah says and I can see the pain in her eyes. It must be hard to live on her own when her parents are always away.

When we got to my place finally I jump to my bed and just lay there. I look at the clock on my phone, it's already almost 7pm. "We should probably get changed and start thinking about to go to sleep because we have school tomorrow and the alarm is 6am and I don't wanna be tired tomorrow." She says and start to look at my closet. "Can I borrow some night clothes from you?" She ask.
"Yeah of course, give me too." I say and she starts to look at the clothes for clothes. She throws some clothes to be and we both start to change. We cuddle up to my bed and I am laying on her chest and I can hear her heart beating. "I wanna talk you about something." I whisper quietly so she can barely hear me. She sits up and looks at me. "Yeah of course what is it?" She asks and looks at me. I wait for a moment before I start talking. "When I told you that I haven't felt this way to anyone else except you, I lied." I start talking and right away when I said that I regret it. "Yeah okay why?" She asks confused. "I have been in love with someone before. My last boyfriend. We were together like a year ago." I stop and just look at her I know that this isn't any special news everyone has been on a relationship. "He was my first boyfriend and I really thought that he was the one you know. He was so kind to me at the start. Our relationship was pretty good for a month. Then he totally changed, everything changed. He was very mean to me and blamed me for everything. He called me crazy because I had one mania episode. He broke me totally. When we broke up I had the worst depression episode ever." I say everything. She just looks at me. "And Im saying this because Im scared that you will do that to me too I know that you are different and I feel like you actually like me the way I am." I say and waiting for response from Sarah but she's just quiet. "I won't do that to you,you don't deserve that." She whispered. "I would never do that to you, you literally deserve the whole world." She continued and hugs me tightly. She kissed me on the mouth. I kiss back. "So do you really wanna go to sleep." She whispered to my ear. I know what she meant by that. "No." I say full of lush. She starts to kiss me again and puts her hands on my chin. I don't wanna think about anything right now but her. I slip my hands under her big t-shirt. She smiles to the kiss and slips her tongue deep to my mouth. When we have to stop and take some deep breaths we take our shirts off. I start to make hickeys to her chest. At the same time she squeezed my boobs. She takes my head off her chest and takes my whole boob to her mouth and I moan a little. Drain my hands down to her ass. I'll push her as close as possible. She starts to suck my boobs even harder. I can feel how wet I am already. When she leaves my boobs she gets up to my face and start to kiss me. I can feel how she starts to rub her fingers against my pussy. We stop kissing and take our pants off. Now all of our clothes are on the ground. She started at my naked body and kisses me hard and deep. Her fingers start to move closer to my pussy. I can now feel her inside me. I'll moan little louder. She stops the kiss and takes my whole boob to her mouth again. As she her fingers are deep inside me and her boob on my mouth I can't help but moan loud. She feels so good. She starts to move the fingers fast inside me. "Aahhh." I moaned little too loud. I can feel how I come. She smiles and kisses me again. When we stop we breathe for a moment and then I try to lift her up closer to me. She Is actually so light that it's not hard. Now she is sitting on my chest. I lean her body to my knees. I pull her a little closer and start to eat that pussy. My whole tongue is inside of her. I can hear how she starts to moan loudly. I move my tongue around fast and I can taste her. She moans loudly. When Im finished with that I lay her down and go on top of her. I start to make hickeys all over her chest. I suck her boobs hard and she moans constantly. I slip fingers in her pussy. As deep as I can. "Aaahhh Allyyhhh." She screamed maybe too hard. I'll go deeply in. She moans and finishes. I kiss her lastly and we cuddle up and go to sleep. Maybe this relationship will work.

Yeahh soo little but longer part again!!!
I will probably write next weekend again so yeah:3
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