Longing or betrayal

☆ Your emerald eyes are my light! ☆

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As Tarik entered into the hospital saw Sezai, who rushed towards the exit. When the man saw his enemy wanted to go towards Güzide's ward with ignoring him, but Sezai punched him in the face with full of strength. He was full of hatred towards him, the feeling of losing his most precious one because of this bastard prompts Sezai to do it. Tarik fell to the floor by the huge blow, but Sezai didn't stop and beated his face more and more while the man tried to cover his face and sometimes wanted to give back those painful blows.

S: I will kill you!! Do you understand me?! -said with more hatred and full of poison. The feeling what he felt towards him was indescribable. The pain, sorrow and agony what his beloved woman felt on that day wanted to eliminate. He exactly knew, it isn't the solution, but these actions are able to calm his soul a little.
T: Let me, bastard!! -wanted to get rid of his hands, but Sezai took his collar and shirt tightly.
S: What kind of man you are?! Who are able to do it with his own children and with his wife?! Güzide is laying in a bed motionless because of you!! -shouted with hatred at him. If he could, wanted to kill him with his own hands. But he couldn't, he knew that Güzide didn't want to see this, didn't want to lose him either. He must restrainted himself  and left Ozan, Ümit and Oltan to separate them.

Ol: Sezai! Please calm down! Calm down. -separated them with a huge effort.
Oz: You go away! Go away immediately, Tarik Yenersoy. -said it to him without looking at him, just raised his voice.

Ümit just look at Tarik with fretful regard while took Sezai's arm.

T: Just say one thing my son! How is Güzide?-looked at him with condescending. He was aware of his sins and knew that Güzide turned out everything from their child, because he spoke with the old woman.
Oz: You don't have any right to know anything about her condition! -stepped to him closer with huge soul. -You didn't deserve her! Destroy her family, happiness and peace! We will never forgive you, Tarik Yenersoy! -looked deeply into his eyes where the confindence and hatred reigned.

Everyone looked at him with reproachful and dislike. Sezai still restrained himself but it was unbelievably hard for him. Tarik looked down with regretting regard and turned away, after slowly started to go towards the exit. Everyone looked at him and waited to go away. Then Zeynep ran to them with full of joy in her face.

Z: Ozan! Ümit! Sezai bey! Come immediately! Güzide hanim started to move her hand a little! -said it with full of happiness and tears in her eyes.
All of them ran towards the ward, Oltan too, who stayed after the scandals.

They looked at her through the window because doctor Ömer was inside in the ward and examined her. The sunrises already come up but they didn't recognize it in the hospital, in this moments, the time was nothing for them. The doctor finished the examination and went to her relatives to give information about her condition. They introduce themselves and the doctor started the explanation.

Ö: The condition of Güzide hanim started to be better. She is out of the danger! I still don't know when she will wake up, but the effect of the stroke was strong and we don't know what consequances would have of it in the future. But, her organization is really strong and if it continues she will recover soon. We will transfer her to a regular room now.

Oz: Oh, thank you! -said it with a huge relief and hugged each other with Ümit.
Ol: Ohh, fortunately. -turned to Sezai, who smiled in relief and looked up to the ceiling, but didn't utter any word.
A nurse and doctor Ömer transferred Güzide to a spacious regular room, while Sezai decided to go away a little from the hospital when bumped into Nazan in the corner of the building.
N: Ohh, Sezai! -hugged him tightly. -How is Güzide? I just heard the news.. -tried to calm down but tears continued to come out of her eyes.
S: She will be right Nazan, it was difficult... I'm so sorry to not call you, but I completely forgot.
N: No, no, of course.. But, what happened with her? Is it true that she had stroke? -asked with fear and worriness.
S: Yes, it's a really long story, but I never forget her state on yesterday night. She frightened me very much. -burried his face into his hands to cover his tears. -Nazan, yesterday I wanted to engage her..
N: What, Sezai? -looked at him both surprised and felt sorry.
S: But when she came, I saw that something is wrong with her and after she lost her consciousness. I brought her immediately here, where she fighted for her life while operated her.. But she is strong, she will recover, I know!
N: Sezai! -listened every word with astonished. -Why it happened, hm? She already went through so much, why should have to be like this? -cried so much and felt sorry for Sezai, while on the other hand worried about Güzide.
S: This is also a trial from the life. We have to be over this to and help to Güzide after it. -lowered his head and think about to say or not to her why it happened with her.
N: How is she know? -asked before she goes away.
S: We don't know when she will wake up, but fortunately shw is out of the danger already. Nazan.. -looked at her concerned and turned his voice more serious. -It happened because of Tarik.
N: Why?! What did he do?! -asked with misunderstand.
S: He caused it with her many years ago. I just say it, because from now on, nobody is able to stop me to do anything with him. Don't try to prevent! -looked at her with a last cold look and left the hospital.
Nazan stood in front of the entrance and looked after him with frightnened and hesitated. She was competely confused after his words.

Nazan went towards her ward where saw the children.
N: Children! -ran towards them with sadness. -How is she? What happened?! -looked through the window and saw her pale face, surrounded by monitor and other machines. The white wall completely paled her, usual rose red face. She was tired and exhausted. Her rose lips was also pale and dry. Her friend's face was really overwhelmed. -How much agony and suffering did she go through without tell anything to anyone. 
Oz: My father did it! -said it with looking at his mother while the anger rages inside him.
N: Why?! What did he do?! -asked and hoped he say everything to her clearly.
Oz: My dad was who gave away my real sibling! Because he was born with a disorder! Because of my dad, we couldn't know him! My mother turned out it with Oltan yesterday! The old woman who raised up him told my mother everything and the effect of this trauma led here! -walked nervously up and down in the corridor.

Nazan looked at Oltan who lowered his head and after back to Ozan.
N: How could you not to know him?! What happened with this boy?! -asked with fear.
Oz: He died... he died when he was just 6.

Nazan looked at Ozan and froze on her place, it was an unbelievable suffering for Güzide and for the whole family.
N: Ozan.. -stepped to him and hugged him tightly. It was what she could do now, knew it's not enough for anything, won't calm his or her soul, just wanted him to know her supportation. -Look, everything will turn out well in the end. She will recover and we will help you and her to process this. -took his face into her hands and tried to calm and convince him.

Meanwhile Sezai went towards the sea shore, he had to breath a little fresh air and thought about what had happened. It was the first time to go out of the hospital since Güzide's condition. He didn't want to leave her alone, but he suffered from the inertia and impotence. He couldn't hurt Tarik while Güzide won't wake up. He sat down a bench and look far away. Between the waves of the sea saw his beloved woman unconscious face. He couldn't get rid of these memories.
After he decided to go a floral and buy orchids to her. When he stepped in, saw many kind of flowers, but one of them paid his attention and chose it immediately. It was her favourite kind of flower, the flower just bloomed on it and the colour of it was similar as his beloved woman eyes. Tiny, emerald petals illuminated the flower's own beauty. 
When Sezai saw this charming plant immediately saw in front of him Güzide's smile. He bought it and after go to the Özgüder house where he also lived.

Güzide's house:
He stepped in and felt the emptiness and sadness inside, took a paper and a pen and started to write a letter.
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My Güzide, my beloved woman.
Did you know that nobody means to me more than you? You are my life, the treasure, whom God give to me. Now, I can't ask my question from you.. ,,How are you, Güzide?" because I see with my own eyes. Your emerald eyes can't smile at me now. But, I'm here. If it necessary, I will be there for more 30 years. Just say to me ,,I'm fine". Did you remember Güzide, when I showed you the Sirius? This star was you for me for 30 years. However, you are with me now and I'm next to you. I will hold your hand and never let it away. I believe and wait to open your charming emerald eyes. And look at me with it once more.

Sezai
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When he finished the letter, his tear dropped to the table, slowly put down the pen and after took the letter and put it into an envelope. Took the flower and the letter and hurried back to the hospital without paying attention that someone looked at him from the house.

Hospital:
When Sezai reached the ward of Güzide, nobody was there. It frightened the man, but saw his beloved was in the same position and laid in tranquility. Maybe she was really calm or just seems to calm. Who knows, what she feel in her soul now. She is conscious what happened and thinking about it? Or completely forgot everything? It wasn't visible from outside, only she knew her own feelings.

Sezai admired for a few minutes through the window of the door and after went inside to her. Put down the orchid to the table and the letter under her pillow. Looked at her longly and stroked her forehead softly.

S: Güzide... -bend over to her and his glances were full of love and care. -Your eyes are in darkness now as my heart because of the lack of your emerald eyes. Your emerald eyes my light, my treasure! -took her hand and caressed it slightly, when he felt a weak squeeze on his hand.
G: Hm..Se..zai... -said it with barely audiably, weak voice.

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