Megan Fox and MGK's daughters

Chapter 8

Madeleine's POV:

I turn to lay on my right side and I see that it is currently 11:55 p.m. I've been in my room pretty much all day. My sister and I haven't left our rooms. I didn't even leave when Megan tried calling me down for supper. The only times I have left my room was when I had to use the bathroom and shower. Earlier I finished writing my script and sent the finished product to my manager. Currently I am laying in bed smiling as I am talking to my best friend Noah on the phone.

"Lexy and you really haven't left your room at all today? I mean like damn I don't know how you girls do it I'd be downstairs eating everything if I went this long with eating." Noah says in a shocked tone

"Yeah I mean it's a lot seeing Colson passed out drunk in that state and then having him apologize like nothing happened. Megan was even trying to defend him like always. I can't let that slide. It was like how it was when we were kids. It was horrible. I guess we both needed a breather and to process our feelings on our own." I confess sighing as I rub my forehead

"I know you told me what it was like for Lexy and you to grow up in that environment. I remember you telling me how toxic Colson could be when he was drunk. I also remember how the next day you'd go to the table for breakfast and Megan would be there acting like nothing happened. I also know the nightmares you have to this day of Colson and Megan abandoning you." Noah says softly as I sigh listening to him bring all that things I told him up

"I just don't want to believe he did this again. I thought maybe he would try to actually be our dad. I guess I was wrong." I say honestly

"Madeleine it'll be okay in the end trust me. Give it time and things will work out." Noah says optimistically as I just shrug in response

"How do you know? I mean do you have some kind of magic wand where you can make everything okay? Or do you have a crystal ball that shows you the fucking future?" I ask angrily

"I know it's gonna work out because good things happen in the long run to kind hearted people. You Madeleine Grace McGraw are one of the funniest, kindest, bravest people I know. I know the future only has good things stored for your sister and you. I promise you that." Noah says sweetly smiling

"I love you dork." I say smiling

"I love you too. I should go to bed I'll see you tomorrow." Noah says smiling hanging up

I sigh as I plug my phone in before putting my phone on the nightstand. I hear a knock on my door. I get up and expect to see my sister but instead I am stuck seeing Colson. I try to slam the door but he puts his arm in the way. I roll my eyes as he looks at me in a pleading way. I sigh as I open the door wide so he and I are face to face.

"What do you want now Colson? If it is to come here and try to explain what we saw you better just leave cause you will be wasting your breath." I say directly as I cross my arms to my chest hoping he'd leave

"I want to apologize and I wanna know how I can make it up to you and Lexy. I know what you saw must have brought you back to your childhood. I know it was triggering for both of you girls. What I did I know a simple "I'm sorry" won't fix what happened. I don't know why I got drunk like I did. It was like suddenly everything just became too much for me and I needed to not feel my emotions for a moment so I drank." Colson says lowly as he hangs his head

"You can start by being a fucking father for once. Stop with all these half ass excuses. You don't know what we went through while you abandoned us how much we had to endure. We couldn't fight we had to sit there and take it. You don't have any reasons to drink. If anything I think Lexy and I do. If anything this becoming a family again was a stupid idea I knew you and Megan hadn't changed." I say rolling my eyes

"Madeleine I'm trying and I'm sorry about before. I made mistakes I admit it. I still am making mistakes but Megan and I have changed." Colson says as I roll my eyes

"Look you can't fix the trauma you both gave us. You can't fix the trauma you leaving did to us. If you truly wanna show us you changed and that you wanna be our father you need to start by proving it. To us actions speak louder than any worded apologies. Alright now can you go please I need to go to bed. Tomorrow is gonna be a long day and I am tired." I say quickly trying to get him to leave my room

I watch as he nods but before he leave he kisses my forehead tucking a piece of my hair behind my ears and giving me a quick hug. I close my eyes as he does this taking in the feeling of him hugging me. Once I feel his hand leave my hair I open my eyes watch him close my door as he leaves. I quickly grab my phone hooking my headphones and playing "play this when i'm gone" by my dad. He wrote this song about us. I lay in bed sighing knowing tomorrow will be horrible as I close my eyes drifting off to sleep.