best friends sister // jj maybank

CHAPTER 36: captured

The night is drawing in and u haven't said a word to Rafe
you have been sat thinking about a plan to tell Carlos singh so u can get out of here
you are also scared ur not gonna make it out alive
mean while you have been stuck in there the pogues have been trying to find a way to get u out they threatened jimmy and he told them where you was but when they tried to get in they nearly got caught by guards chasing them with dogs
so they have got to lay low for tonight until they come up with a plan
back in the room there is some like silky pjs
you get them out to wear as it will be more comfortable
y/n: can u turn around
r: so ur talking to me now
y/n: sighs* I'm getting changed please
r: not like I've not seen u naked before
y/n: Rafe
r: fine
he turns around
you get changed
y/n: u can turn back round now
he turns back around
r: u can have the bed btw
you ignore him and get in the bed
r: ur welcome
you sigh and face away from him
r: so we are back to not talking again
y/n: Rafe are u dumb or something , why would I want to talk to u after everything u have done
I don't even wanna be in the same room as u let alone near u but I have no choice so will u please leave me the fuck alone
he watches u and stays quiet
he lays on the floor
r: can I um maybe have a pillow
you throw it at him
he catches it and looks at you
you lay facing away from him and tears go down ur face
your not showing it but ur terrified especially being in a room with Rafe
but right now how he is acting is weird
normally he is all psycho but he is being nice
it's odd and you can't figure it out
jj is laying against some bricks looking out at the ocean wondering if ur ok
Sarah taps Johnb
he looks over at him
s: whispers* u ever seen jj like that before
jb: whispers* no
s: he looks heartbroken jb go talk to him
he goes over
jb: u ok man
j: im fine
he gives him a look
j: ok well yeh im not but i don't wanna talk about it
jb: she is a strong girl u no she will be ok and we will find her
j: it's not her im worried about its the people who took her what if they hurt her and we have no way of stopping it
jb: if u think what ifs then it's not gonna go right get some rest and we will sort it in the morning ok
j: alright
jb: love you man and we will get her back im not leaving this place until we do
j: me either
he goes and lays back with Sarah
s: how was it
jb: I've calmed him down a bit I did the best I can do
s: good u tried and that's the main thing now he can maybe fall asleep

next day
you wake up early
to be honest you have been in and out of sleep all night scared if something is gonna happen
you have thought of a plan
you go up to the window and knock on it
you mouth to the guard to go get mr singh
he doesn't understand
r: y/n what are u doing
you ignore him and bang on the door
y/n: helloooooooo heyyyy
r: y/n
y/n: don't talk to me
the guard comes in
y/n: I need to talk to mr singh
the guard takes you to him and leaves Rafe in the room
s: so miss routledge you have started to come around I see
y/n: I will give u the diary if u let me go alone
s: so u do no about this diary
you freeze
s: u lied to me miss routledge I don't like liars
y/n: I promise I'll give u the diary if u let me go
s: no can do you must tell me where it is if not things will get very worse for u
you stand there nervous as hell panicking
singh gets a text
s: it looks like we have found ur friends
he shows u the picture of Sarah and Johnb tied up
you look in shock
s: If u don't tell me where this diary is you will watch every single one of them die
so I suggest you start talking miss routledge
the guard takes you back to the room and u sit on the bed with ur knees up and tears roll down ur face
r: are u ok
you ignore him
r: sighs* u realize ur gonna have to talk to me at some point
y/n: do I have to remind you of everything you have done
r: go on then
y/n: ok u shot my boyfriend
you threatened to kill me and hurt me
you killed peterkin
you nearly killed Sarah and you have hurt pope multiple times
r: well sheriff peterkin I actually liked
I did that for my farther not like u would understand that
also jj got in the way
and all those times I threatened you I just wanted u back and u wouldn't listen
y/n: I wouldn't listen wow so u threaten me to get back with u omg
r: what else am I suppose to do u hated me what choice did I have
y/n: then u worked with my mom
r: sighs
y/n: see u have no sorry for anything u have done ever
r: how would u no , you are not me
I have regret alright maybe I shouldn't of threatened you maybe I was scared that I was gonna loose you and I did
I lost you to stupid maybank
I cared so much about you and u didn't care about me ok and it took me a while to realize that
y/n: Rafe I never said I didn't care about you
r: u didn't have too
y/n: of course I cared about you I liked you before I left for college then I came back and all my feelings changed the day I came back I fell for jj ok I didn't even no In myself
we was never exclusive and he got in my head and I didn't even realize it
when we fucked I felt guilty and I didn't like that feeling I went with what my heart wanted ok I'm sorry that hurt you but that is no excuse for the pain and horror that you have caused me jj ur sister and the rest of us
he stays quiet and puts his hands on his head
r: I'm sorry ok and I know you don't believe me but I am
I sometimes just loose control and I'm trying *he starts crying* I'm trying to get better but I promise u I'm not all bad and ik that's hard to believe but it's true
you look down
r: hey listen
he goes to u and bends down and touches ur legs
you flinch and look at him
he takes his hands away
r: look ik u hate me and I get it but right now I'm ur best bet of getting out of here and you really don't have a choice
you look at him knowing he is right
r: I have a boat that can get us out of here but I can't trust the others so I'm just taking you
you nod and see the guards leaving
r: what's happening
y/n: they are getting Johnb and ur sister
r: sucks for them good for us
you realize he has snapped back to crazy again
r: alright here's the plan