My thoughts when I see her is to run up to her and just hug her. I love her hugs and everything she is in general. I love how she is and how hyper she can get on candy. I think about a date I want to plan with her. To watch scary movies or each other's favorite movie in bed while cuddling. I bet I won't pay attention to the movie because I'm too busy playing with her face and kissing her. I can imagine her giggling and blushing. I think of kissing her often. Her lips have become my favorite candy. Her laugh is my favorite sound and I love the way she says my name. It doesn't matter if she's angry or genuinely pissed at me. I just love when she says my name. She's my safe haven and holding her hand makes me feel so secure.
I've been living in the gray side for my entire life, but my feelings for her are crystal clear.
