All good must come to an end. What my girl and I had, was beyond amazing. But things had ruined it for us. She probably hates my guts right now but yes, we've ended it.
A year, one month and eighteen days later we ended things. Horribly and dejectedly. I never really had a chance to say goodbye. Even when I wanted to, my mom became angry with me.
I loved her more than I could show. But my mom says she'll just get in the way of everything I want to do. I didn't believe that though. Babygirl always supported me through it all.
If you're reading this, I'm sorry, love. I'm sorry I'm not strong enough for the both of us. You deserve someone who'll stay strong and endlessly fight for what's right. Not give in and become a train wreck. You deserve someone who'll love you more than I do. Which is quite impossible but they can try. At this point, do whatever makes you happy. Whether it's dancing, eating tacos, or being with someone else. Let me know if he/she's not treating you well. I'll crack some sense into them. It'll be hard to watch you love someone else. I'm not fighting my mom on this one. I love you. I love you so much. But I cannot let you wait for me like that. I want you to experience the high school life with different people. But please be careful on who you give your heart to. I've learned that people will brutally destroy it. I love you very much. Please be careful while I'm gone and don't forget to eat lunch.