If there was a day that we had to ourselves, I'd spend it at Disneyland and/or in bed. So I can finally say that I've spent my day with the person that makes me the happiest, at the happiest place in the world. I don't mind being with you. I don't mind making silly faces to make you smile, buying you cotton candy, riding roller coasters, or even looking ridiculous with you. It doesn't matter. If we spent all day in bed, I wouldn't mind. I wouldn't mind watching comedies and cuddling. I'm my happiest when I'm with you, there's no place I'd rather be. I enjoy every bit of being with you. Even if it's the 1 1/2 hour ride there and back, or waiting in line for a ride. I just wanna be with you. If there was a day that I'd have you all to myself, I'd take it in a heart beat. Without a shadow of a doubt, I love you very much.
If there was a day that I was no longer here on Earth, just know that I loved you with every bone and piece of hair I had. I'm sorry for whatever reason I had to leave Earth. I'm sorry for not being capable of telling you this in person. Please don't cry or be sad. Just remember the good times we've had. Like the day I asked you out, or the day I gave you your first kiss. Remember how shy I was to kiss you or how nervous I was to ask you out. Remember the days we FaceTimed. Remind yourself of a positive memory instead of the negative. I don't want to leave this world knowing that I've left you devastated. Embrace every hug, kiss, and "I love you's" I've told you. Remember all the corny jokes we've shared and the little things I did to make you smile. Despite what has happened to me, I have always loved you. And nothing, I mean nothing will ever change that. I love you very much.
