Bye Goat ||Colentine||

16. Realization

I finally realized that I was by myself. No one was here other than Clementine's spirit lingering around me. But my friends are gone. Well they were never here. But they're gone.

I never stop and came to listen how silent the world is. Knowing there was no one here other than me. Kingsley was right. I wasn't crazy. I was just alone.

I was alone. Living on my own. Hanging out with myself. Thinking to myself and making me think that this was all real. They are here to cope with me.

There was never the '3 of us' as Kingsley said when they called me unfair and distant. I made it seem like there was 3 of us. But in reality. Kingsley was trying to make me not lose myself.

Perrine was trying the same thing. None of them wanted me to lose who I was really was. I was someone different. They cared for me. They knew that I was basically falling inlove with a ghost. And I never knew. Well I technically did knew but I didn't want to accept it.

Clementine was there for me. I could tell that they knew that I needed help. I was finally so interested in seeing another person. They made me feel things that I have never felt before. They made my life worth it.

But who was I in my past life? Hare? What could that mean. Did I share the soul of a bunny? Whatever it was. It's something that I won't understand.

Maybe we are all connected. Maybe we shared so many lives together. Maybe we will share the next life together. And this time it will be real. We will talk to each other. We could sing together. We will play with other. And we will be real.

In the next life. It will happen for sure.

Bye, goat.