Gaby's Greek God

#17 need answers !

Gabriella

We all went swimming. I was wearing a white bikini, slightly cream in colour. We all were having fun but Antonio was just lying on the sofa. I thought he might make me dive with him but unfortunately he gets crazy mood swings. " I can't see someone's abs." I said smirking and I knew he listened it caz he then said " won't be able to either, I don't like to swim." he said all moodless.

Bruh who doesn't like to swim unless you don't know how to swim. And he ofc does. I ran to him and grabbed his hand, which was a big big mistake caz the next thing I got to know was that. FIRST-he doesn't feel for me, SECOND-he won't be able to treat me the same like he does in private, and THIRD- do things I like and I fucking crave from him. And adding more to it, he was fucking clueless that I have feelings for him, what kind of dumb person does not know that even after a lot of signs.

I was not in the mood and was totally pissed off by him and so I went directly to change and I took a long bath. After that I went outside and saw everyone except Antonio, chilling in the front of the yacht with their drinks and music.

Andrew came to me and asked "Gabby, have you seen Antonio anywhere?" and I just said no to him to which he nodded. "Well wanna dance?" He offered a hand and I gladly accepted. It was a lot of fun and I got to know a lot about Andrew and Antonio, they both were together since they were only 3. Andrew is the cousin of Antonio.

No wonder why Antonio always listens to his yapping, but he is interesting. "So Gaberiella, what type of boys do you like, or the Italian mafia princess ain't into relationships ?!" he said to which I smirked and said " ofc who does not like a big-" I paused and smiled to which his eyes got wide. "A big boy. I mean a boy with broad shoulders and someone who looks like-" I was about to complete when I saw Antonio walk past Andrew as we made eye contact and I finished my sentence " a Greek god".

He laughed and said "Are you into reading all those books and things ?" He laughed hard and said "well a greek god is hard to find but I hope you will find one soon." he turned, saw Antonio and walked in his direction saying "I will have to go, hope we will talk soon again." and then started to talk with antonio.

Anyways I was bored as hell and was hungry and because of that I was grumpy right now. That's why I went inside the yacht and cooked myself some pasta with basil, cheese sauce with mint and it was a bon appetit for me. I was feeling all full and ofc I made pasta for everyone, it's just that I ate before them. I called everyone and they ate the whole thing in under minutes.

"damn gabbyy you are a good cook." Serena said to which Leo and Andrew agreed as they moaned while eating. I was very happy but Antonio didn't came to eat, he has got some nerves for real. I went outside and saw him lying on the sofa with a book on his head. I gently removed the book from his head and tried to wake him up. "Antonio, the food is ready, you're gonna come or should I let Andrew and Leo eat your part too." I said.

"gab- uhh..see I am sorry, I didn't mean what said, I wanted to just make sure you are safe ok. Fuckkk my mind is spinning. Look I am sorry for what I made you feel like. But if you will be with me you will only suffer. And- an-" was he drunk? "Antonio shhh, you are drunk right now and i-" he cut me and continued to apologise. Well I had nothing to do but to listen to him.

After talking for a few minutes he slept, holding my hands. I really wanted to just spill out my emotions because if I carry them inside me then maybe I will be regretting it afterwards so i said " Though you are sleeping but I will still say this, I like you a lot. I-i don't know how it ended up like this, I liked you for you, I used to overthink that you might think that I like you because of your money or fame that's why I never confessed but guess what our destinies are telling very different stories. I know you will never mean it but still somewhere in my heart it still stings. I literally don't know why and how to stop it."

Saying that I then put a blanket over our hands as he was not letting it go and the three of them were coming in our direction. " So did you have a bon appetite ?" I asked, " Ofc we did." they all said. "So what's the plan now? Are we going back." " yah looks like that, caz it's late and I don't know what happened to Antonio but he seems to be- sleeping?" Andrew said to which I said " ohh yahh, he was feeling exhausted so he told me to stay here you know there are mosquitoes here." I said lying, and trying to free my hands out of his grip. "Ok, I guess it will take an hour to reach back to the shore so till then scroll on your phones maybe." Leo said and we all agreed.

They all went back inside after taking their things from the bow. " Are you coming gabby?" Serena asked me but I denied. After a half an hour, Antonio woke up. He tried to sit and I helped him. "Gabriella? What happened? Where is everyone? Did everyone have dinner?" he asked.

"You were drunk and slept, let me get food for you." but just as I was about to walk he grabbed me and made me sit again. "Sorry" he said. Well in this case I hoped he was still drunk, I like the way he said sorry and explained himself a thousand times.

"Just a sorry ?" I said. "I did explain myself when I was drunk." he said rolling his eyes, and to be very honest it looks funny if he does that. But what the hell did he just say! " So it means you were conscious ?" I asked him hoping he was at least asleep for real. " yah kinda, not properly but I do think I said sorry at least 30 times." he said.

"Did you have a good sleep?" I asked to get the answers to my questions. "Well ofc I did" he said, listening to that I sighed. " let me complete my sentence bebita, ofc I had a great sleep after your confession." as he completed his sentence my jaw dropped. "fuck you" I said, well now I was fucking blushing hard.

"You really want to." he said laughing. " It's not funny haha" I said sarcastically to which he replied " yah its not caz it's serious." After that we sat there all silent looking at the stars until we reached the shore again.

Leo was the one who drove as they all thought Antonio was very drunk to be able to drive.

After an hour or so we were back to the villa. Me and Antonio went up stairs to our rooms. He didn't say anything and just entered his room. I was expecting a proper apology from him for hurting me but guess this is all what I get, him expressing only when he is drunk. I wanted to clear my head so that I can sleep peacefully so I decided to take a cold shower.

I took a shower and washed my hair, it was relaxing and refreshing. Now I was not feeling tired and listless. Wore no bra with oversized t-shirt and panties. I wrapped the curtains revealing the sky, because the night view from the window was amazing. It was a floor to ceiling window which opens to a beautiful balcony with two round sofas and a glass table.

I sat there and closed my eyes. It was peaceful, the cold breeze touching my skin and my body relaxing on a very fluffy sofa is all I need to get out of all the frustration.

Just then I heard a knock on my door. I quickly went there to check who it was from the peephole. I knew who it was. with those shoulders it can only be antonio. I decided to open the door and as I did he hugged me. It was unexpected he has never been this gentle until now and to be honest, weirdly this makes me turn-on.

He held me by my waist. I didn't hug him back to which he said "I know you are angry bebita but I am so damn clueless about you. you are consuming me. I am getting addicted to you, whenever I try to work everything reminds me of you." he closed the door and turned back to me. "I really don't know what to do, I have never felt something like this before. Even right now that I see you I feel bad because you are hurt caz of me." he said sitting on my bed.

"Do you think you will ever be able to like me?" I asked him and he went all blank. "Antonio, I am asking you something." I said going near him until I was between his legs. "I don't know." he said. "Antonio look at me" I said and he made eye contact.

"Fuck me" I said.

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