Cries of Hell season 3 Polaroids

The days upon quarantine

2020 tragic year of most people lives correct yea but that was 4 years ago and now that was all just a dream I remember when Covid started and Kobe Bryant dying then it was march 13th 2020 school was gone couldn't go back until September I miss my friends I still didn't get to see them last time was before school closed some of my friends would make a cameo in my life for 5 minutes then leave again but after that bs things go back to normal but the whole staying apart sucked but rn I kinda miss it being left from the world left good but I remember the message we all got as kids when school was no longer here they told us we can come back soon but they kept pushing the date I cried for hours that day I missed my friends so much I don't wanna be with my parents I hate them their was only one adult I wanted to comfort me Karen Lofton my 10th grade English teacher the only teacher I'm super comfortable being around being my goofy self idk how she tolerated my bs but I respect it I don't remember what we talked about that day but we talked for a good 2 hours I remember crying a lot telling her how much I miss her and her class really excited to read other books in class but that got ruin a few days in I still felt unreal when is this gonna end what can I do to get over this and sadly I got into the devil work I got sucked in by TikTok most of the time of the day I was on TikTok or inspired to do dumb shit on TikTok in the middle of summer I did that stupid trend where you play tic tac toe with the mail man and our mail man did play with only for a few days one time my brother and his ex saw this paper in the mail box and laugh other than TikTok I did rewatch Naruto and Naruto shippuden then I did listen to a lot of K-pop my fav bands were bts got7 blackpink and twice now I did learn how to stake board not any fancy tricks like kickflip i ride that bitch and I did turns on it I was always too scared to go off a hill I'd eat all the shit but guess what speaking of skateboarding I hung out with my old friend Kevin and he gave me his old skateboard he wanted to get rid of cuz my old one broke the wheel popped off in 2021 I can't wait to ride that hoe but you know being at home did suck a lot I would up one short walk in the morning and took up in photography I miss taking pictures of the world now I don't wanna mention this but most of my quarantine was around my ex and we did spend a lot of time together talking having conversations we would ft all night from 12 until the birds would chirp so early in the morning other things I did during the pandemic is watching old shows like power puff girls and ben10 with drake and Josh good shows and not only that I did try to play old as video games from my time like I missed my sims agent for the ds donkey Kong country for the Wii and was missing a old GameCube system like I said I miss the old stuff from the beginning of childhood womp womp my favorite thing I finally got into witchcraft and I loved it

Now the sad parts of 2020 ugh I missed my friends being around mom and dad sucked I even told my science teacher how I can't handle being with them and one time she emailed me and asked if I was ok with my family I don't remember how I responded but it felt nice talking to her back to the topic with school to pass to the next grade you need to have passing grades like a b and c I had a's and b's I passed I could easily go into the 11th grade but my mom told me to do my school work but I had no reason to cuz I already passed but of course their mean and want me to do work but I fucked off I had no reason to do home work now when school came back every student had a choice go back to school or online class and I chose the go back to school omg it was so different not a lot of students mask were a must 6 feet apart in lunch we couldn't have lunch tables the cafeteria was filled with school desk I felt very alone I got no friends for lunch expect autumn McDonald she was my only friend in lunch and omg the year before my grades were great during 2020-2021 grades were back I had like 2 good grades and f and d's for the rest just the lack of school didn't motivate me to put and effort that and I got to addicted with doing nothing for my life laying around with nothing it felt good now it feels a bed riot it's suffering it's so lame but back to the topic why did I hate 2020 my mom made me do these catholic classes I hated them I never understood it like why did god such a good person if he let all these bad things happen and if man has long hair as a sin why does Jesus have long hair and beside the artist Davincci he depicted Jesus as his bf and the religious people hate the gays yea so I hated going to these classes for many reasons and omg one time during class the priest touch my shoulder while I was wearing a tank top and got way to close to me like whispering in my ear close to me their was also a time where dad didn't work cuz of covid and he was home all the time for 3 months we were tired of him well their was a time my brother moved out for school with his crazy att gf I was pretty moment about it on his last days mom asked me to go to the beach with her I said no I would rather spend my last days with my bro before he moved out and mom was so upset by it I was also jealous of him he finally got to move away and be away from mom and dad both only that he was living with 2 cats I never got the chance to live with 2 cats until the end of last year it's nice but those cats were amazing one time I did visit them and while I was sleeping in their couch I woke up in the middle night and I see Tom the cat sleeping on me and I turn my head looking into the darkness I see these glowing eyes looking at me and it's just buster the cat but yea it was all depressing I can't of anymore good or bad moments of 2020 cuz I feel like this is not enough

I still think no toilet paper is funny